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Was bored sitting at home facing the computer so I've decided to go for a stroll where the scenery was breath taking..I feel in love with the view as my hand keep on snapping,i just cant seem to get enough of it..It made me feel co calm and stress free..The air i breath,the sound of the waves and the feeling of wind blowing thru my hair was priceless..

~Life as a designer~

Its been along time since i blog about my daily routines,been really busy with work since i move to a new place. I knew it wont be easy but im up to what ever that ill come my way as this is what i wanted and i have to go thru it like it or not.At 1st coping up with the late hours of work was like hell to me but as the days passes i somehow got use to it..taking 2 public transportation sure drains of the energy in me..never been thru all this and here i had to do it all by my self..walking and walking and walking..work starts at 9 and it will always end late..its never 6 on the dot..1st few weeks was 6 but as the work pile up there goes my night..Reaching home around 11/12 am would be a normal thing and all i want to do when i get back is hit the bed.At times my body cant take it anymore and i would end up feeling so so tired and lifeless,even to talk or put a smie on my face would be impossible.Work got really massive as time passes,heading home at 4/5 am would look normal to me and the other designers.But the worse part is its already pass my bed time and i hd to force my self to bed as i still need to wake up in afew hours and get back to work.I think i've i have lost my passion in design i would have long find a diff job but ths seen to be my passion and at times i do feel lost when the level of stress is growing into me. "NO one said i would be easy but at the same time NO one did mention giving it a try would kill"