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. Color Psychology .

2012-01-18T20:27:00.000-08:00

Psychology of Color: Black

Black is the color of authority and power, stability and strength. It is also the color associated with intelligence (doctorate in black robe; black horn rimmed glasses, etc.) Black clothes make people appear thinner. It's a somber color sometimes associated with evil (the cowboy in the black hat was almost always the "bad guy"). In the western hemisphere black is associated with grieving. Black is a serious color that evokes strong emotions; it is easy to overwhelm people with too much black.

Psychology of Color: White

For most of the world this is the color associated with purity (wedding dresses); cleanliness (doctors in white coats) and the safety of bright light (things go bump in the night ... not the bright sunshine!). It is also used to project the absence of color, or neutrality. In some eastern parts of the world, white is associated with mourning. White associated with creativity (white boards, blank slates). It is a compression of all the colors in the color spectrum.

Psychology of Color: Gray

Gray is most associated with the practical, timeless, middle-of-the-road, solid things in life. Too much gray leads to feeling mostly nothing; but a bit of gray will add that rock solid feeling to your product. Some shades of gray are associated with old age, death, taxes, depression or a lost sense of direction. Silver is an off-shoot of gray and often associated with giving a helping hand, strong character (sterling in-fact!).

Psychology of Color: Red

If you want to draw attention, use red. It is often where the eye looks first. Red is the color of energy. It's associated with movement and excitement. People surrounded by red find their heart beating a little faster and often report feeling a bit out of breath. It's absolute the wrong color for a baby's room but perfect to get people excited. Wearing red clothes will make you appear a bit heavier and certainly more noticeable. (Some studies show red cars get more tickets but that maybe because the red car owners drive faster or the ticket giver notices the movement of the red car more prominently). Red is not a good color to over use but using a spot of red in just the right place is smart in some cases (one red accent in a otherwise neutral room draws the eye; a red tie with a navy blue suit and white shirts adds just the right amount of energy to draw the eye (no wonder it's the "uniform of the day" at the seats of government). Red is the symbol of life (red blooded life!) and, for this reason, it's the color worn by brides in China. Red is used at holidays that are about love and giving (red roses, Valentines hearts, Christmas, etc.) but the true color of love is pink. Pink is the most calming of all colors -- often our most dangerous criminals are housed in pink cells as studies show that color drains the energy and calms aggression. Think of pink as the color of romance, love, and gentle feelings, to be in the pink is to be soothed.

Psychology of Color: Blue

Ask people their favorite color and a clear majority will say blue. Much of the world is blue (skies, seas). Seeing the color blue actually causes the body to produce chemicals that are calming; but that isn't true of all shades of blue. Some shades (or too much blue) can send a cold and uncaring message. Many bedrooms are blue because it's calm, restful color. Over the ages blue has become associated with steadfastness, dependability, wisdom and loyalty (note how many uniforms are blue). People tend to be more productive in a blue room because they are calm and focused on the task at hand. Some studies are showing that weight lifters can lift more weight in a blue gym - in fact, nearly all sports are enhanced in blue surroundings.

Psychology of Color: Green

The color of growth, nature, and money. A calming color also that's very pleasing to the senses. Dark forest green is associated with terms like conservative, masculine and wealth. Hospitals use light green rooms because they too are found to be calming to patients. It is also the color associated with envy, good luck, generosity and fertility. It is the traditional color of peace, harmony, comfortable nurturing, support and well paced energy.

Psychology of Color: Yellow

Cheerful yellow the color of the sun, associated with laughter, happiness and good times. A person surrounded by yellow feels optimistic because the brain actually releases more seratonin (feel good chemical in the brain) when around this color. It is the color associated with optimism but be careful with yellow, when intense, it is the color of flames and studies show babies cry more in (bright) yellow rooms and tempers flare more around that color too. It has the power to speed up our metabolism and bring out some creative thoughts (legal tablets are yellow for good reason!). Yellow can be quickly overpowering if over-used, but used sparingly in the just the right place it can be an effective tool in marketing to greater sales. Some shades of yellow are associated with cowardice; but the more golden shades with the promise of better times.

Psychology of Color: Orange

The most flamboyant color on the planet! It's the color tied most this fun times, happy and energetic days, warmth and organic products. It is also associated with ambition. There is nothing even remotely calm associated with this color. Orange is associated with a new dawn in attitude.

Psychology of Color: Purple

What color were the robes of kings and queens? Yes, they were purple, our most royal color that is associated with wealth, prosperity, rich sophistication. This color stimulates the brain activity used in problem solving. However, when overused in a common setting it is associated with putting on airs and being artificial/ Use purple most carefully to lend an air of mystery, wisdom, and respect. Young adolescent girls are most likely to select nearly all shades of purple as their favorite color.

Psychology of Color: Brown

This color is most associated with reliability, stability, and friendship. More are more likely to select this as their favorite color. It's the color of the earth itself "terra firma" and what could represent stability better. It too is associated with things being natural or organic. Caution however, for in India it is the color of mourning.

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. Dream A Little Dream of Me .

2011-12-12T07:21:00.000-08:00

Now you have my heart. Keep it next to yours and bring it back to me.

. OneDay .

2011-12-09T09:21:00.000-08:00

Change lives through art maybe,stay true to your principles,live passionately and fully and well.Experience new things.Love and be loved,if you ever get the chance...

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. smile .

2011-09-21T19:48:00.000-07:00

Been having a very hard time at work this few months and its actually taking a toll in my life. Never been this stress out ever and i know its effecting my health..gave my self till CNY 2012 but it seem to be super hard..ouh GOD PLEASE HELP ME! Give me stranght to go through this..

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. GUide tO a Better Life .

2011-07-06T20:54:00.000-07:00

This is amazing, he died of pancreatic cancer in 2008, but wrote a book ‘The last lecture” before then, one of the bestsellers in 2007. What a legacy to leave behind…
In a letter to his wife Jai and his children, Dylan, Logan, and Chloe, he wrote this beautiful "guide to a better life" for his wife and children to follow.
May you be blessed by his insight.

POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:

15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with,
people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.
Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

Happy Reading guys!!

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. In LOVE and in FRIENDSHIP let us reign .

2011-05-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

The Claddagh ring (Irish: fáinne Chladaigh) is a traditional Irish ring given as a token of love or worn as a wedding ring. The design and customs associated with it originated in the Irish fishing village of Claddagh, located just outside the city of Galway. The ring was first produced in the 17th century during the reign of Queen Mary II, though elements of the design date to the late Roman period.

Below is some folk legends about the Claddagh:

(a) Way back in the sandy mists of time, so the story went, it seemed as there was this king. This king was madly in love with a peasant woman, but as she was of a lower class the love had to go unrequited. In dread despair the king killed himself and had his hands lopped off and placed around his heart as a symbol of his undying love for the woman.

(b) It symbolizes love (heart), friendship/faith (hands) and loyalty (crown). Two hands Joined together in love and Crowned by the Glory of Christ.

(d) There was a Dublin version of this Ring that appeared some 100 years back with two hands and two Hearts but No Crown Some call this Version the Fenian Claddagh.

(e) The Crown to The Father, The Left hand to the Son, and the Right Hand the the Holy Ghost. This Explanation is directly Correlative to the Shamrock, one of the Earliest Symbols of the Holy Trinity among the Irish.

(f) Some will say Beathauile is the Crown, Anu is the Left hand, and the Dagda Mo/r is the Right hand and the Heart is the Hearts of all mankind and that which gives the everlasting music to the Gael.

(g) As legend has it, the town developed the ring (originally a sigil to be painted on ships and sails) to be worn by sailors of Claddagh. When these sailors would run into other fishermen in their waters, they would check for the sigil, and if they did not find it, they would kill them.

(h) The original Claddagh ring is generally attributed to one Richard Joyce, a native of Galway, who while being transported as a slave to the plantations of the West Indies was captured by Mediterranean pirates and sold to a Moorish goldsmith who trained him in his craft. In 1689 he was released and returned to Galway and set up his shop in the Claddagh. (The Claddagh is said to be the oldest fishing village in Ireland). By tradition the ring is taken to signify the wish that Love and Friendship should reign supreme. The hands signify friendship, the crown loyalty, and the heart love. The ring has become popular outside Connamera since the middle of the last century- its spread being helped by the vast exodus from the West during the great Famine in 1847-49. These rings were kept as heirlooms with great pride and passed from mother to daughter. Today, the ring is worn extensively across Ireland, either on the right hand with the heart turned outwards showing that the wearer is "fancy free" or with the heart turned inwards to denote that he or she is "spoken for". The pride of place is on the left hand, with the heart turned in, indicating that the wearer is happily married.

There are three traditionally accepted ways of wearing the ring which may signal someone's relationship status:

1. When worn on the right ring finger with the heart pointing to the fingertip, the wearer is free of any attachment.

2. On the same finger with the ring turned around, it suggests someone is romantically involved.

3. When the ring is on the left hand wedding ring finger it means the person is married or engaged.

There are other traditions involving the hand and the finger upon which the Claddagh is worn - but these are difficult to reference. Folklore about the ring is relatively recent with no "slow growth from antiquity" and "very little native Irish writing about the ring" according to Sean McMahon.

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. Steal Lie or Cheat .

2011-05-20T12:38:00.000-07:00

May you never steal, lie, or cheat, but if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows, and if you must lie, lie with me all the nights of my life, and if you must cheat, then please cheat death because I couldn't live a day without you. Cheers!

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. Leap Year .

2011-05-20T11:49:00.000-07:00

favourite visit of all my Ireland trip - Dun Aengus!! and also my favourite place for a proposal as the sun is setting..hmmmm breathtaking..

leap year is really making me miss the trip and Ireland!! being there changes everything..its like all your stress, problems and worries just vanish. cruising in Ireland as we drove pass a cross or mother Mary's statue it just gave me a calm feeling and God is there watching over all of us.He is just with us everywhere.

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. Rhythm of Love .

2011-05-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but this song reminds me of my recent trip to Notts, Ireland and London.........hmmmmm good times :)

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. Power Of The Up Above .

2011-04-22T23:14:00.000-07:00

The resurrection gives my life meaning and direction and the opportunity to start over no matter what my circumstances..Have an 'egg'stra blessed Easter weekend everyone!!

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. All i .....

2011-04-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

ALL I WANT IS TO BE HUG AT THE END OF THE DAY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.......BY YOU!

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. Who Owns my Heart .

2011-04-07T03:14:00.000-07:00

R -O -C -K -Mafia

Creation shows me what to do
I'm dancing on the floor with you
And when you touch my hand
I go crazy, yeah

The music tells me what to feel
I like you now
But is this real
By the time we say goodnight
I'll know if this is right

And I feel you (you) coming through my veins.
Am I into you (you) or is it music to blame?

Who owns my heart
Is it love or is it art
'Cause the way you got your body movins got me confused
And I can't tell if it's the beat or sparks

Who owns my heart
Is it love or is it art
You know I wanna believe that we're a masterpiece
But sometimes it's hard to tell in the dark
Who owns my heart

The room is full
But all I see is the way
Your eyes just blaze through me
Like fire in the dark
We're like living art

And it hits me
Like a tidal wave
Are you feeling me?

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. Beauty Superfood .

2011-04-05T19:13:00.000-07:00

Recent studies have proven that people consuming more carrots were actually more beautiful!!
Carrot has great properties and is considered as a herbal skin healer!!
It promotes skin regeneration, heals cuts and abrasions, acne prone skin, clears and tones it, reduces appearance of wrinkles, and any damage caused by sun or free radicals....
It soothes, moisturizes and protects skin in most effective way!! There is probably no equivalent in nature, nor products that can produce same effects on ur skin as consumption of carrots can!!
One thing to have in mind, is bigger benefits provides cooked carrot or carrot juice, than the ones that fresh carrot provides!!
Probably most powerful beauty food!

So ladies, don't forget to eat your carrot for healthier skin!!

To clean our body from impurities and toxins and aid our digestion, in a glass of water, add few freshly squeezed lemon juice drops and just a drop or two of rose water. Do so for a week, every morning. It will clean your body, clean digestion system, help with bloating, which will result in wonderful clean and glowing skin, it will remove signs of any impurities on ur face, making it look fresh and clear. Whole body benefits from it. To add a extra kick, add a teaspoon of honey in the drink.

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. 7 Secrets of Slim People .

2011-04-04T19:36:00.000-07:00

Ever notice how some women seem to stay slim without ever stressing about missed workouts or counting a single calorie? It seems unfair—and frustrating!—but those ladies might have some secrets the rest of us can steal. Turns out, you don’t have to completely overhaul your diet or exercise regimen to see fast and impressive results on the scale.In fact, recent research shows that sometimes it’s little, practically effortless changes to everyday habits that make the pounds fall off fast and forever. Try incorporating some of these simple, science-backed steps into your day-to-day life—it’s your turn to become one of those “naturally” slim lucky few!

Make time for tea

Women with the highest intake of catechins, antioxidants in tea that may accelerate fat burn, gained less weight over 14 years than those who sipped less, a study in The American Journal of Clinical Nutrition reveals. White and green brews have the most catechins. Get brewing!

Move your workouts to the morning

Breaking a sweat before you sit down to breakfast can help you trim down faster, a study in The Journal of Physiology finds. Exercising on an empty stomach in the A.M. improves glucose tolerance, which spurs your body to shed fat.

Join the breakfast club

If you don’t already have regular morning meals, it’s time to start: Lifelong early eaters have a waistline about 2 inches smaller than that of breakfast skippers, The American Journal of Clinical Nutrition reveals. An A.M. meal may rev metabolism; plus, it may cause you to make less of an enzyme that raises cholesterol.

Savor your food

Eating slowly and steadily can help you stay slim. People who took 30 minutes to eat a bowl of ice cream created more fullness hormones than did those who ate faster, a study in The Journal of Clinical Endocrinology & Metabolism notes. Whenever you can, ditch distractions like the television while you’re dining so you can concentrate on enjoying the yummy food in front of you.

Become a creature of habit

Eating at the same times every day and could help you drop pounds. When mice ate at scheduled mealtimes and fasted for 12 hours at night, their liver turned on genes that burned more sugar and fat, say scientists at the Salk Institute for Biological Studies in La Jolla, California. No, we’re not mice, but if something as simple as sitting down to dinner at 7 P.M. every night helps speed weight loss, why not give it a shot?

Start with water

Downing two cups of H2O before meals helped people lose about 5 pounds more than those who said no to water, research from Virginia Tech reveals. Water is filling, so sippers ate 75 to 90 calories less. Enjoy a few cups of water while you prep a meal or before your entrée arrives at a restaurant to effortlessly keep calories in check.

Step on the scale

Dieters who weighed themselves at least weekly lost more weight than those who didn’t, according to research from the Minneapolis Heart Institute Foundation. Plus, the habit helped nondieters stay at a stable weight. Spotting scale swings early allows you to tweak your eating and exercise routine before pounds can pile up.

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. Ice Cream Sundae .

2011-04-02T09:20:00.000-07:00

HAVE A HAPPY SUNDAE AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOAN HENDRIKS aka MY F&F SISTER!!!!

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. Life..... .

2011-03-31T21:08:00.000-07:00

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

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. Happy Chemist Day! .

2011-03-30T19:44:00.000-07:00

I like the Google Logo today!!

Its Robert Wilhelm Eberhard Bunsen Birthday today(31 March 1811 – 16 August 1899).

Bunsen was born in Göttingen, Germany, as the youngest of four sons of the University of Göttingen's chief librarian and professor of modern philology, Christian Bunsen (1770–1837).[5] After attending school in Holzminden, in 1828 Bunsen matriculated at Göttingen and studied chemistry with Friedrich Stromeyer, obtaining the Ph.D. degree in 1831. In 1832 and 1833 he traveled in Germany, France, and Austria, where he met Friedrich Runge (who discovered aniline and in 1819 isolated caffeine), Justus von Liebig in Gießen, and Eilhard Mitscherlich in Bonn.

Bunsen was one of the most universally admired scientists of his generation. He was a master teacher, devoted to his students, and they were equally devoted to him. At a time of vigorous and often caustic scientific debates, Bunsen always conducted himself as a perfect gentleman, maintaining his distance from theoretical disputes. He much preferred to work quietly in his laboratory, regularly enriching his science with useful discoveries. On a point of principle, he never took out a patent, despite the fact that his new battery and new laboratory burner would surely have brought him great wealth. Bunsen never married.

When Bunsen retired at the age of 78, he shifted his work solely to geology and mineralogy, an interest which he had pursued throughout his career. He died in Heidelberg aged 88.

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. Legendary Actress Elizabeth Taylor Dies at Age 79 .

2011-03-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

Elizabeth Taylor, whose acting talent and made-for-tabloids personal life combined to make her one of Hollywood's most alluring and lasting figures, died Wednesday at age 79. Taylor's publicist, Sally Morrison, confirmed that she died of congestive heart failure at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, where she had been hospitalized for six weeks.

Taylor's four children, Michael and Christopher Wilding, Liza Todd and Maria Burton, were by her side at the end.

"My Mother was an extraordinary woman who lived life to the fullest, with great passion, humor, and love," Michael Wilding said in a statement. "We know, quite simply, that the world is a better place for Mom having lived in it. Her legacy will never fade, her spirit will always be with us, and her love will live forever in our hearts."

The 'Cleopatra' star was hospitalized last month for heart failure, and also underwent heart surgery in 2009.

In a recent Harper's Bazaar interview with super-fan Kim Kardashian, Taylor opened up about her many husbands, jewels and philanthropic work.

"I never planned to acquire a lot of jewels or a lot of husbands," Taylor told the 30-year-old Kardashian sister. "For me, life happened, just as it does for anyone else. I have been supremely lucky in my life in that I have known great love, and of course I am the temporary custodian of some incredible and beautiful things. But I have never felt more alive than when I watched my children delight in something, never more alive than when I have watched a great artist perform, and never richer than when I have scored a big check to fight AIDS."

Taylor made her on-screen debut at the age of nine in the film 'There's One Born Every Minute,' but first came to national attention in the film 'Lassie Come Home,' opposite lifelong friend Roddy McDowall. Her star-making role, however, came a few years later, when a then-12-year-old Taylor took on the titular role of Velvet Brown in 1944's 'National Velvet' – a film that in 2003 was selected for entry to the prestigious National Film Registry by the Library of Congress for being "culturally, historically, or aesthetically significant."

After a string of successful films as a teenager, Taylor transitioned to adult roles with turns in hits like 'Father of the Bride' (1950) and George Stevens' 'A Place in the Sun' (1951), co-starring Montgomery Clift. Her well-reviewed turn in 'Place' established Taylor as an actress to be reckoned with, and would propel her into more dramatic fair like the 1956 epic 'Giant,' opposite James Dean and Rock Hudson, and 'Raintree County,' the 1957 film that earned her the first of five Best Actress Oscar nominations.

Following 'County,' Taylor starred in a pair of classic Tennessee Williams adaptations, 1958's steamy 'Cat on a Hot Tin Roof,' with Paul Newman, and 'Suddenly, Last Summer' (1959), both of which earned her Academy Award nominations.

By 1960, Taylor was arguably the most famous actress in the world, a status reflected by her paycheck for 20th Century Fox's 'Cleopatra,' Joseph Mankiewicz's massive telling of the love affair between the legendary queen of Egypt and Roman warrior Marc Anthony (Richard Burton). Taylor was paid $1 million for the part, making her the highest paid actress in the world and the first to be paid a million dollars for a single role. The production of 'Cleopatra' was famously troubled -- Taylor became very ill on set, requiring a tracheotomy to save her life, and the production ran enormously over budget following production delays, swelling the budget to $44 million (roughly equal to $310 million today). When the film was finally released in 1963, it became that year's highest grossing film, though at $26 million, it failed to recoup its cost.

Taylor won her first Best Actress Oscar for her turn in 1960's 'Butterfield 8,' which co-starred her then-husband Eddie Fisher. Taylor famously left Fisher for her 'Cleopatra' co-star Burton, which at the time was perhaps the biggest celebrity scandal in history, and with whom she would go on to make several films together, including 'The V.I.P.s' (1963), 'The Sandpiper' (1965), 'The Taming of the Shrew' (1967), 'Doctor Faustus' (1967), 'The Comedians' (1967)' 'Boom!' (1968), 'Under Milk Wood' (1972) and 'Hammersmith Is Out' (1972).

The pair's most acclaimed film together was far and away 1966's Mike Nichols-directed classic 'Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?' The film brought Taylor her second Best Actress Academy Award for her turn as Martha opposite Burton's George in the adaptation of the famed play by Edward Albee.

Though Taylor's film career began to taper in the late '70s, she continued to appear periodically in a variety of well-received TV movies and miniseries, from 'North and South' (1985) and 'Sweet Bird of Youth' (1987) to 'The Simpsons' (Taylor famously voiced Lisa Simpsons' first word) and most recently 'These Old Broads' (2001), with Debbie Reynolds and Shirley MacLaine.

Taylor's last theatrical film was the hit 1994 live-action remake of 'The Flintstones,' where she played Wilma's meddling mother, Pearl Slaghoople.

In her later years when acting roles became less frequent, she was a spokeswoman for humanitarian causes, notably AIDS research. That work gained her a special Oscar in 1993.

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. PreLOVE Party .

2011-03-23T02:36:00.000-07:00

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. Fashion Disaster .

2011-03-19T00:49:00.001-07:00

" I use this just because i wanted something different " by Miera Liyana

She should toss and turn in front of the mirror at home before she step out the house. To be different and to reveal more skin is no hard but if your Brastick is showing that's not cool dude.

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Lady Gaga - Born This Way (Audio)

2011-03-18T20:42:00.000-07:00

. Foxy Darling .

2011-03-15T02:09:00.000-07:00

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.

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. New Obsession .

2011-03-14T02:10:00.000-07:00

I WANT THIS!! wheeeeeeeeeee!! its so unique..

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. 3 Ways To Make Him Fall In Love With U .

2011-03-08T16:28:00.000-08:00

Have you ever found yourself falling for a man you were dating and wondered if he was feeling the same way? Did you find yourself trying to prove what a great catch you are by being sweeter, funnier and smarter in hopes that he would fall in love with you? Focusing on what a man wants and ingratiating yourself in this way may feel like the natural thing to do, but it's the worst way to try to make a man feel romantic love for you.

Love isn't a reasonable emotion - and being “nice” and “understanding” and “a good sport” won't get you where you want to go. Here are some ways that will:

Tip#1: Don't give a man more than he gives you.

Love, and inspiring a man to fall in love with you forever, is all about you being able to receivelove.

Most of us only know how to give. We give for lots of reasons - because we're taught that's the way to get to a man's heart (it isn't) because we see other women do it, and because deep down, it feels uncomfortable and scary to be vulnerable enough to really get love.

“A man is actually turned off when he gets more from you than he gives.”

A man is actually turned off when he gets more from you than he gives. When you shower him with affection, attention, dinners, gifts, and always go out of your way to drive to his place, it makes him think of you as a mother or a friend instead of inspiring his emotional desire

Tip #2: Don't give away exclusivity if he hasn't yet committed.

We become totally, emotionally invested in a man when we're exclusive with him because he has all our time and attention. There's no way we can stop wondering about where the relationship is going. But the more we think about it and talk about it, the more we push a man away.

When you can think of it in these terms, it's easier to keep your options open and keep your personal power in the relationship. Rather than talking about the relationship or threatening him with ultimatums, you can continue to keep your options open bydating other men. This way, you keep your class, your power, your boundaries, and he has to work to get you!

Tip#3: Don't give him gifts, make him dinner or pay for dates.

Yes, this sounds unfair, and yet, who pays is often the difference in his mind between friends hanging out together and a “date.”

If a man complains about paying for everything, let him know you don't care what you do, you feel great being with him, and you don't want to pay. Walking, hanging out in bookstores, having a picnic in a park can all be fun, romantic ways to get close to a man.

(And forget about cooking dinner, or trying to make dating “reciprocal.” A bowl of popcorn and something to drink is fine.)

When you give a man gifts, give him all your attention and energy, and give MORE than you receive, you're OVERFUNCTIONING.

Overfunctioning is doing more than your fair share and stepping up to rescue a man because you know you can do a better job. It's arriving from your masculine energy. It feels aggressive and forward to a man. And it's totally unattractive to him.

In my newsletter, I explain exactly why overfunctioning triggers a negative response in a man, and what to do to stop doing so much and instead get more love and more affection from your man by doing LESS.

BY RORI RAYE

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. Hair Loss??? erkkk .

2011-01-28T01:17:00.000-08:00

This pass a year i have been going thru very bad hair loss and i have been trying almost everything to prevent it..haihhhh! every time i go the saloon they will be like..owh no your loosing alot of hair..are you doing anything about it?? overtime i will have to tell them that i have tried using everything and they end up just keeping quite...how helpful :/

I came across this tip from Beauty Guide which i think is very good. Hope it will help you guys out there who is suffering the same problem as i am..I'm am yet to try it out.

Ingredient :-

1. Black Paper
2. Lime or Lemon Juice
3. Water
4. Witch Hazel

Mix some black pepper and lime or lemon juice with a bit of water into a paste. Apply all over your scalp. It will promote hair growth.

Also, you can apply some witch hazel on cotton ball and rub it all over your scalp.

Happy Try-ing all :)

.xoxo.

.It Takes A Long Time To Grow.

2010-11-20T10:02:00.000-08:00

It's sad to be feeling this way but its real..
It's <3 breaking to say that we are drifting away but its the fact..
It's sad to be ask about you when i don't really know what should i answer..
It's really sad to actually realise we haven't been talking that much..
It's sad when i actually need someone to talk to but your no longer there..

I guess you think on not on your side in it but i actually am..just don't know how to let it out..

From time to time i do get news and stories about you but as you know I'm a quite person my self like you are..so i will just sit and wait till you think you are ready to tell me..

.xoxo.

. YOU ME & QUOTES .

2010-08-06T10:01:00.000-07:00

~If having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. And recognise that every day won't be sunny. But when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So, don't be afraid to make mistakes. To stumble and fall. Coz, most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe, you'll get more than you ever could've imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long. And in the end, the journey is the destination.

~Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

~Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds. It is an ever-fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken. Love alters not with time's brief hours and weeks, but bears it out, even to the edge of doom.And that's what true love really is. It's not this fairytale life that never knows pain, but it's two souls facing it together and diminishing it with unconditional love.it was said during a wedding from a bestfriend to another bestfriend.

My fav off all...

"I don't think there's anything more tragic than bad timing...everything's right and then circumstances beyond your control are wrong...everything you want is right there...but you can't touch it."

till then

.x0x0.

. MADNESS .

2010-07-14T03:17:00.000-07:00

<3>

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two...

.xoxo.

. Dancing is the poetry of the foot .

2010-06-30T03:39:00.000-07:00

Miss dancing days with the girls..the only time we could just dance the stress out even when we were trainning till we can walk..but it was the best time ever.

.xoxo.

. TWO DAYS AND COUNTING .

2010-06-29T11:39:00.000-07:00

HOME SWEET HOME IN 2 DAYS!!!! awesomeness!!

Papz,Mummy,My Room,Beach,Wacky Friends,Parties, Food and Boozeeeeeeeee!!

Really wish the US bunch is also back..Its now officially 1 year since you guys came back..I do miss the crazy weekends and also the crazy weekend trip back home just to party with you guys..

.x0x0.

. MARY QUEEN OF SHOPS .

2010-06-29T11:20:00.000-07:00

Mary Queen of Shops is a British television series presented by Mary Portas broadcast on BBC2. The series began with a four week run starting on 7 June 2007, and returned for a second series of six episodes beginning on 9 June 2008. A third three-part series, titled Mary Queen of Charity Shops, began on 2 June 2009. The show returned for a fourth series on 7 June 2010, featuring various independent shops, rather than just fashion boutiques.

In each episode, Mary Portas troubleshoots her way around the UK on a mission to help turn around struggling fashion boutiques. Mary is a leading retail communications expert and is the founder and creative director of Yellowdoor.

Her aim is to turn the businesses around and put the glamour and sex appeal back into shopping.
First, she visits the boutiques while the owners are away. Then she revamps them, gets the shop owners right up-to-date and hopefully helps them to start making money again.

Mary Queen of Shops premiered in the United States on 14 August 2009 on BBC America

Personal life
Portas is bisexual. She was married to chemical engineer and Unilever executive Graham for 14 years and they have two children: son Mylo and daughter Verity.[2] Portas now lives with Grazia magazine fashion features editor Melanie Rickey in Maida Vale with her children, after an amicable divorce from her husband,[3] with a civil partnership imminent.[9]

She spends her money on art, wine, theatre and chocolate; enjoys gardening.

Career
Mary first started her career in retail by having a saturday job in John Lewis (department store). She then had a part-time, and later a full-time, job with Harrods where she was responsible for window displays for about three years,[2] before joining TopShop as display manager where she was spotted by Burton Group chairman Sir Ralph Halpern.[4]

Portas is credited with turning Harvey Nichols into a leading modern fashion brand.[5] She created the Harvey Nichols show windows that became part of the guided tours of London — one of her most famous displays was of mocked-up pop bands, including Gary Glitter.[3] She then persuaded the store's owners to use younger designers; and got free publicity in the BBC’s Absolutely Fabulous series in the 1990s, after promising writer and star of the show Jennifer Saunders, the run of the store for research if she namechecked the business.[6] Portas joined the company board before the age of 30, after taking Harvey Nichols from being a dowager of retail to the favourite shop for fashionable women, including Diana, Princess of Wales.

Portas left Harvey Nichols to launch Yellowdoor, a communications agency that she now runs with Peter Cross. Portas is Creative Director and Cross is Managing Director. Yellowdoor advises clients in fashion, retail, and beauty brands on PR, Communications Strategy and marketing.

Portas is claimed to be one of the UK's foremost authorities on retail and brand communication.[5] She regularly travels around the world advising on retail strategy and frequently lectures on the theme of brands and retail.

On 19 June 2009, in a ceremony at Galashiels, Heriot-Watt University awarded Portas a Doctorate of Letters in recognition of her career and her contribution to the advancement of marketing and brand communications within the retail sector.

Welcome to MARY'S new online worldhttp://www.maryportas.com/

.xoxo.

. PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN .

2010-06-29T10:51:00.000-07:00

Was watching a show on BBC lifestyle and was really shock to know there is a malaysia born designer who is actually famous in London. This is actually my 1st time hearing his name.

Designer profile: Hassan Abdullah

Hassan Abdullah has not look back since he ditched a potential career in law and studied interior design instead. His talent for finding eclectic antiques and his taste for the unusual and exotic soon found him in hot demand as an interior designer.

His co-owners in Les Trois Garcons, Annex 3 and Loungelover are French former-chef, Michel Lasserre and Swedish former-maitre d', Stefan Karlson. They met through their love of antiques and were soon outraging the staid stallholders of Camden Market with their savvy and their easy way of networking with clients such as Jean Paul Gaultier and Donna Karan.

Then, in 1996, the three friends bought a three-story, former pub on the Corner of Club Row, mainly as a design project for them to get their teeth into, with Hassan at the helm filling the rooms with stunning antiques - and the floodgates were open.

The first restaurant - Les Trois Garcons - opened in late 2000, with Loungelover following in 2003 and Annex 3 in 2005. Since then, Hassan has taken on a variety of clients - recently he was responsible for designing the Evisu concession at Selfridges and is due to work on one of Philippe Starck's French homes as well as fulfilling a commission for Liberty.

.xoxo.

. Little House .

2010-06-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
we do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

.xoxo

. We’re losing heritage buildings .

2010-06-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

I was looking through the new and found this interesting write up.Totaly agree with this.

DRIVING past Kuala Lumpur’s old railway station recently, I noticed a high-rise building taking shape right across the street from the famous heritage structure and casting a long shadow over its romantic Moorish turrets.

Later on, I found out that this was just a glimpse of the things to come, as the entire locale of the station and the historic KTM Bhd offices next door is slated for development.

It is also by no means the only national monument becoming crowded out by aggressive construction. It seems that every time I take a trip to Gombak, another portion of the once-stunning vista towards Batu Caves has been obstructed by massive housing complexes and office blocks.

Within a few years, the caves themselves, and the majestically rising chunk of the Titiwangsa Range they are carved into, may become invisible to visitors, hidden behind a jumble of new buildings.

I note this trend with anxiety because it is my understanding that the 2005 National Heritage Act gives DBKL the legal tools to restrict development within a radius of 200m from gazetted national monuments. Furthermore, the National Physical Plan gives preference to low-density development.

Yet our urban centres seem to be turning into little cousins of land-starved Hong Kong or Singapore where every square foot of land has to earn its keep – a preposterous notion, considering the land bank that is available to us in Peninsular Malaysia.

The construction boom of the 1970s and 1980s left us with more than its fair share of brutal, megalomaniac architecture. Our iconic landmarks such as Masjid Jamek and the Sultan Abdul Samad Building have crouched underneath grey banking behemoths ever since.

Today, the Malaysia Tourism Centre in Jalan Ampang is all that remains of Kuala Lumpur’s once glamorous Millionaires’ Row, a marriage of Belle Époque opulence with our tropical living.

As of a few months ago, the Pudu Jail is no more, and further monuments are awaiting “redevelopment”.

With the benefit of hindsight, our generation should know better than to overshadow, or worse, actively erase, what is left of our history and heritage. We like to use the word “world-class” – how about we take a glance at urban planning in places like Paris, Boston or Melbourne?

There must be good reasons that their landmarks are not eclipsed by an onslaught of new projects. High-rise construction has been practically a taboo in downtown Paris – after all, why spoil a good thing? In Moscow’s sprawling Kremlin complex, the addition in the 1960s of a (low-rise) modern theatre building sparked national outrage.

I wonder if the KL authorities keep an architect on their payroll. Someone looking after the coherence of the city’s look and feel; protecting our greenery, open spaces, and that elusive sense of genius loci (spirit, or soul, of a place); and implementing best practices undertaken by other world-class cities.

SHEHZAD MARTIN

Seri Kembangan.

. PUDU JAIL TORN DOWN .

2010-06-24T10:17:00.000-07:00

KUALA LUMPUR: Demolition work on part of the Pudu Jail wall finally began Monday night when an excavator started tearing down the ancient structure.

The tearing down of the wall began from inside the prison area at about 10.20pm and onlookers who had gathered started taking photographs to capture the historic moment.

A City Hall worker said the demolition would end on Thursday.

Plastic barriers will be put up along the demolition site while Jalan Pudu would be closed from 10pm until 5am during the four days.

The 4.5m high wall had once set a record for the longest mural in the world (384m). It is being torn down to make way for a road-widening project, including the construction of an underpass.

The prison stopped operating in 1996 when the building could no longer cater to the high volume of up to 6,550 people at a time since 1985 and prisoners were subsequently shifted to the Sungai Buloh Prison, 36km from here.

By The Star.

Its really shame full that the Malaysia Government dont really see this place as a historic place. This would be a huge tourism attraction in future. Well even it would be HUGE now if they refurbish and maintain the place.

It have been there for more the one century old and younger generation should actually get to know about the history. Many story and history was actually build behind those walls and now its all gone. Imagine a huge empty land where once famous criminals was in, where they spend most of their life.

Tearing it down will mean forgetting our heritage and history.Don't you think this is part of Kuala Lumpur’s history and should be preserved.Citing the examples of Berlin Wall and also Alcatraz where an imposing prison was once located, he said the former had parts of its wall remaining, while the island was now a famous tourist spot.

Why cant Malaysia take them as an example?? Pudu jail is worth preserving as there are not many 115-year-old buildings around.The 270m-long mural, depicting a tropical landscape, was painted by three prisoners in 1983, who spent more than 1,000 hours to complete it. Don't you think they should actually keep this as something special??

With all this torn down, i can assure you younger generation wont even have a clue when the older generation bring up Pudu Jail.

.xoxo.

. CGK-BDO In 3 Days ..

2010-05-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

MY 6 DAYS 4 NIGHTS TRIP ALL BY MY SELF!! Wheeee

Things to do in CKG :-

- Shop
- Hunt *ngah3*
- Club
- Club
- and MORE club..tee hee~

Things to do in BDO :-

- Shop * if i still have cash LOL!*
- Sightseeing
- MORE adventurous things

Can't wait...wuhooooo!! God please be with me as i will be traveling alone*Prays*

till then
.xoxo.

. Me New Addiction .

2010-04-15T02:23:00.000-07:00

How can you not want this.............droolsssss!!

till then
.xoxo.

. New Addition .

2010-02-22T13:10:00.001-08:00

+

=

woot..woot!!!!!!

till then
.xoxo.

. The Highlands .

2010-02-22T12:58:00.001-08:00

A short getaway to the highlands was all i need...

till then

.xoxo.

. Tea Anyone?? .

2010-02-22T12:31:00.000-08:00

A cup of tea on a sunny day at the garden....

till then

.xoxo.

. Year End Season .

2010-02-22T11:44:00.000-08:00

Memories of 2009

till then

.xoxo.

. NEW IN TOWN .

2009-11-25T09:51:00.000-08:00

Sorry love i have been away from blogging here as i have been occupied with my online boutique. Do check it out and i promise you will love all the dresses and i do love it my self.

BLOG :www.jfashion09.blogspot.com

FB : jhfashion09@gmail.com

till then

.xoxo.

. You HAvE BeEn FroGsKinEd .

2009-11-14T00:46:00.000-08:00

ME NEW OBSESSION!!!!!!!

woot...woot~

till then

.x0x0.

. FaShioN faDe...StyLe iS eTeRnaL .

2009-11-06T20:01:00.000-08:00

FINALLY FOUND THE RIGHT DRESS!!!woot woot!!

back view =)

front view =P

I'm so much in <3>

BCBG yooooooooooo!!

till then

.xoxo.

. GravitY .

2009-10-29T21:19:00.000-07:00

Something always brings me back to you.It never takes too long.No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.You keep me without chains.I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.When I thought that I was strong.But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down...

till then

.xoxo.

<3>

+ LIFE!! +

2009-10-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am ..
I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.
As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.
I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?' He smiled as he patted my hand and said,
'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'
I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought,'That is the kind of love I want in my life.' True love is neither physical, nor romantic.
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.
With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message. This one I thought I could share with you.
The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have .

'Life isn' t about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain.'

%WOMEN AS EXPLAINED BY ENGINEERS%

2009-10-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm....agree??

till then

.x0x0.

.suger spice and everything nice .

2009-10-24T23:07:00.000-07:00

Some of my cousins baking passion outcome. The time and energy she put in baking and decorating her cakes are priceless. All the cakes she did are all very amazing.THUMBS UP!!

till then

.x0x0.

<3

- Deepavali Valthukal -

2009-10-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

To all my friends who is celebrating deepavali

MAY THE DIVING LIGHT OF DIWALI FILL YOUR LIFE

WITH PEACE, HAPPINESS AND WEALTH...

HAPPY DIWALI!!

தீபாவளி வாழ்த்துக்கள்

p/s : To Ms Chong & Ms Chua, Have loads of fun,drink up but please drive home safely..

I miss both of you not forgetting the bunch in US,India and Russia!!

Enjoy your weekends guys..

till then

.xoxo.

. ColOrS oF liFe .

2009-10-07T21:58:00.000-07:00

Color does have a physical effect on the human body. It can influence the pituitary gland, which helps regulate hormone production. Hormones can affect our moods, so it makes sense that color would, too. But it can also be used to change our moods.

Red is all about energy and vitality, but it can also indicate anger. And of course it's associated with sexuality as well. Pink, though, can provide a sense of being cared for; it's more about nurturing and maternal love.

Orange is stimulating, good for times when we just can't seem to get started with something. Its lighter version, peach, may be useful for exhaustion due to stress.

Yellow is good for mental activities like reasoning and analysis. It can promote self-confidence and is helpful in situations when you need to be more optimistic.

Green tends to make most people think of nature, since so much of the natural world is green. It's about connections - with nature, or with our fellow humans. It's also good for general stress, since it can help balance emotions.

Blue is soothing and relaxing. It can stimulate creativity. Light blue can denote quiet, and dark blue can be sedating. But too much dark blue can be depressing.

Purple is related to imagination, intuition, and insight. In some situations it can also be very peaceful.

White is definitely about peace. But it's also associated with purity, which makes it good for "cleansing" - which could mean purification, or maybe just clarification. * My Fav of all *

Black may make some people think of depression, but it doesn't have to. It's a very dramatic color; many artists wear nothing but black. It can denote mystery, something hidden - or maybe an introvert who's been around crowds too long could use it to "hide" from people. In this sense, it can be a very protecting color.

Gray is a common color for business suits, and in those instances it can indicate independence, self-control, and self-confidence. But some color specialists think it's also about ambiguity and indecision; after all, it isn't black, and it isn't white, either.

Brown is the color of earth, and be just as "grounding." It's good for introducing stability to an otherwise insecure situation. But too much of it can take stability to its extreme - stagnation.

till then

.xoxo.

. sTomPin' sAbAH 2009 .

2009-10-02T22:07:00.000-07:00

!!THE UNLIMITED BORNEO MUSIC BLAST!!

Stompin' Sabah 2009, the Ultimate Borneo Music Blast will be introduced in conjunction with the New Year Eve celebrations in Sabah. It will be the first biggest entertainment based event for this state.

During the event, you will witness the elements of "urban music" and "nature inspired music" fused together on the same stage. Stompin' Sabah will feature local tribal troupes, deejays and international percussionists, such as;

Deejays :DJ Nas-T (Malaysia) & DJ Lil' John (Malaysia)

Percussion : WhitePercussionUnit (Malaysia), Rhythm Masala (Singapore) & Kadangyan (Philippines)

Cultural : Monsopiad Tribal Village Troupe

Despite being organised for the first time, Stompin’ Sabah has already received an endorsement from the Ministry of Tourism Sabah and support from the Dewan Bandaraya Kota Kinabalu.

The highlight for this event is the heart stomping "Projet Pistol" by Malaysia's top musicians and sessionist such as Edrie Hashim, Fiat, Lola, Yuri and Wan Kelly.

Prior to the main stage entertainment, party goers will enjoy the extravagant pre-event activities at the sidewalk by Malaysia’s very own illusionist Ezad, exotic Mascara Dancers, hot fire breathers and Tribal Face Painters.

yet another event to look forward to when the year ends!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~*tho i wish every one could be back during this time..balik la bah kamu megannn bawa the whole US balik..heheh*

till then

.x0x0.

- New Year Flood Flash -

2009-09-30T10:58:00.000-07:00

floods brought the festive mood of the New Year to an early close for the thousands of displaced families in different areas in the Philippines.Over the weekend, residents of the southern Philippine cities of Cagayan de Oro, Gingoog, and Iligan in Northern Mindanao woke up to high waters invading their homes and neighborhoods. Heavy rains precipitated the massive floods in the low-lying areas in the three affected cities.
The heavy winds and cold weather developed into a tropical depression and was named “Auring,” the first storm to enter the country in 2009. At least 30,000 individuals were affected. More than 30 houses were swept away by the rampaging waters as creeks and rivers overflowed. A child was killed while 7 were reported missing. Floods also led to the evacuation of residents in some areas of Negros Oriental, Bohol and Samar in the Visayas and Zamboanga del Norte in Western Mindanao.
Rescue and relief operations are ongoing in the aftermath of the floods

The last i read the tropical storm killed 83 people and a dozen others are missing.As of Sunday afternoon, countless citizens in the capital remained on the roofs of their houses, where they had spent the night drenched and unable to come down because of the flood waters that had accumulated since the rain began falling Friday evening.
Thousands of families in the capital and in nearby towns and provinces moved out of their homes as early as Saturday afternoon. Many people died in a landslide in Rizal, a province adjacent to Metro Manila that was among the hardest hit. In Marikina City, a Manila suburb, several of those who did not evacuate their homes in a subdivision by the Marikina River were found dead on Sunday.

The storm “submerged up to 80 percent of the city, and covered areas that never experienced flooding before, stranding people on rooftops and bringing death and misery to rich and poor alike,” according to Greenpeace.

Somehow i can only pray may God help them all. Rest in peace to all those who have passed and to friends who have family there i hope they are all safe and will keep them in my prayers.

till then

.x0x0.

% a m0nTh oF cEleBraTioN %

2009-09-29T01:28:00.000-07:00

Better late then never!!! * but bukan raya 1 months ka..hmmm*

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!!

Salam Lebaran!!

Eid Mubarak!!

Wishing all Muslim's around the globe...

May the auspicious occasion of Eid brings joy and peace to your heart and home!!

till then

.x0x0.

. bUtTerFlY aWay .

2009-09-16T10:44:00.000-07:00

you tucked me in turned out the light

kept me safe and sound at night

little girls depend on things like that

brushed my teeth and combed my hair

had to drive me every where

you were always there when i looked back

you had to do it all alone

make a living, make a home

must have bin as hard as it could be and when i couldn't sleep at night

scared things wouldn't turn out right

you would hold my hand and sing to me

caterpillar in the tree how you wonder who you'll be can't go far but you can always dream wish you may and wish you might don't you worry, hold on tight i promise you there will come a day

butterfly fly away

got your wings now you cant stay take those dreams and make them all come true

butterfly fly away you've bin waiting for this day all along and known just what to do

till then

.x0x0.

~ Qu0+3 oF +He ])aY ~

2009-09-14T11:48:00.000-07:00

' WANTING TO BE SOMEONE ELSE IS A WASTE OF THE PERSON YOU ARE ' Kurt Cobain

till then

.x0x0.

~ sUn + Beach + BiKini + bErcadI = <3 ~

2009-09-14T03:35:00.000-07:00

It has been two weeks now since I came back from Krabi and I wish I was still there..*bummer* It was really a nice and chill trip. Being just few steps away from the beach and a boat ride away from the superb islands..what more can you ask for?? People may say I’m a beach bum and HELL YEA I AM!!Proudly said!

Like a normal excited girl I am, I had all my stuff pack and ready to go pretty much early from the departure date..lol! When the day came I was all ready to go and .The flight there took only about an hour and 15min,was ubberly excited to even shut my eyes even though I was really tired. Soon after I heard the pilot saying we are going to land in few minutes, doll up got my stuff all ready to get my ass down the plane..and yes IM IN KRABI!!whoooooooo~

Bought the cab ticket to the hotel and eventually the cab driver became the tour guide for the rest of the trip..lol!! Really a nice man even tho he don't speck much English, could really see him trying his best to explain every single thing. As this trip was a free and easy trip we didn't not have anything plan for the day. Got change to our beach wear and off we go!

1st destination RAILAY BAY!! the island was breath taking..

2nd day - Kayaking + Elephant Tracking + Emeral Pool + Hot Sping had a good work out kayaking..buli2 hilang di paya bakau *__* panic juga la kejap..sudala tangan sakit gila..KICK!!imagine from 8 am til 12.30 inder the sun in the open sea..but it was really a good adventure. I actually freak out when i was on the elephant because she was so so big and imagine you on it and she is actually walking up a hill!! rasa macam mau terjatuh pi belakang juga la..lol!She is such obedient elephant and also well train.NEXT stop was an amazing god's work of art! Its actually a natural pool created by nature and shockingly the was was not even cold. To end the day we went to this so called hot spring..its actually a watter fall but the water is hot.I just didn't want to get out after that..hehe

3rd day - PHUKET!!!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeee~ it took like 2 hours drive from Krabi there and it was a wet day*bummer* didn't really get to walk much as it was pouring off and on.Red flag was seen everywhere along the beach and the tide was pretty rough.

4th day - PHI PHI ISLAND!! Phi Phi Ley / Phi Phi Don / Maya Bay

Phi Phi Ley - The island that was the backdrop for Leonardo DiCaprio's "The Beach" is one of the most beautiful and majestic beaches you will ever lay your eyes on.As you take a longtail boat over to Phi Phi Ley you may experience some rough waters depending on the day, but even if you do, it is well worth the trip. As you approach Phi Phi Ley you may be somewhat unimpressed. At first glance Phi Phi Ley is nothing special to look at. Then, you turn a bend and see a stunning beach. If you get their early enough before the beach gets filled with people you can see quickly why Phi Phi Ley is one of the most famous beaches in the world.

Phi Phi Don - The land which is called a land to stay.Its a non-volcanic island, made mostly of limestone. Accessible from Phuket, with all visitors arriving by boat, Ko Phi Phi Don has great beaches and popular diving and snorkeling spots. Much of the island is a protected marine reserve. A place you will for sure enjoy the view.

Even though the tide was little rough and it actually drizzle in some part of the island,that didn't stop any of us on the boat from jumping into the clear blur water. Boat was stop and park right in the middle of the sea,one by one you can see people jumping off the boat with their own style..going snorkeling and feeding the fishes..Looking at all their faces you fill the happiness and warm feeling they get just being there. No stress no jams no city just one with nature.

At the end of the day all you can see is all smiles.It was really a nice island trip and i will do it again without thinking twice.

till then

.x0x0.

.aLivE & sTilL kIckIng.

2009-09-05T00:20:00.000-07:00

~ENJOY DARLINGS~

till then

.x0x0.

<3

~ KK = AW3SOME!!!! ~

2009-06-25T08:13:00.000-07:00

The 4 days trip back home was AWESOMEEEE!! Tiring but it was the best trip back since the last trip back. My four days trip back was fully pack,felt really sad didn't get to have coffee with lala..Didn't even bump into her...sob*sob*

Had all my plans back in kk went smooth..spend time with papi and mummy,played netball with the rest of AS players,PARTYYYYY with the rest of the group and lastly attend Megans & Randy's wedding..Everyone had a blast in Megans wedding dinner and most important of all MEGAN WAS WASTED!! lol! She look amazing that night..both Megan and Randy look stunning on their night..

CONGRATS AGAIN TO BOTH OF YOU!! ba cepat2 la create randy junior and megan junior..lol!!

All i could say the four days back was heaven!!Pictures say it all...

Till Then

.x0x0.

~DANCING = connecting and trust~

2009-05-07T05:26:00.000-07:00

I am reading some books about dancing. What greatly surprises me is that they practically do not talk about music and pleasure. While I consider music and pleasure most important. I believe for all Tango dancers it is quite obvious. I would go even further: they define what dance is:

Dancing is the music played with the body.
Dancing is done for pleasure of the dancer.

As for me visual effects of dancing is secondary. Movement to the beat expressed in sounds has the magical effect on us: we come to the euphoria, trance. Dancing in a group we experience the powerful drive to unity.

Music was born out of dancing. Music is incorporated in us, since so many processes in and activities of the body are rhythmical. Musicians dance playing instruments. Dancers play the instruments of their own body orchestra.

Yes, that is what I mean by "music played with body". In the direct sense. Your muscles become strings, your bones become drum sticks, your lungs become resonators. No. More. Each pair of muscles and bones curries an oscillating tone. Your body is a whole orchestra! And your spirit is your composer, conductor, and choreographer.

Talking about dancing make me think about gym days where all we did was dance,dance and dance after school. It has been my routine for the pass years back in school days.A group of girls pack their bags for gym class,stretch,dance and go back home.Some of the days going for training was fun but some of the days i just feel like skipping class.(I guess that's normal)

Complicated choreography, with steps often set counter to the beat of the music in unpredictable patterns.How complicated can it be if we not only need to be dancing with a hard choreography but something on our hands.Check out this clip and compare with the second.

Human made music and our body sways with it.Feel the rythme and let is dance in you.

.to MummY wIth LovE.

2009-05-06T08:02:00.000-07:00

To understand Mother's Day and what it really means, you need to understand the person in your life called 'Mother'. Mother is one who nurtures you in her womb for nine months and brings you forth to enjoy the supreme blessing on earth, that is, Life. Mother is one who guides you through your infancy and turns the soft, helpless creature to the powerful and successful YOU. She is the guardian angel protecting you and supporting you, feeling for you and serving you silently always with a smile on her face. She prides herself watching you grow and provides you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need. She is every child's best friend.

Every single day should be a Mothers Day. The essence of the meaning of Mother's Day is in the fact that we should try and make this day every year a memorable one for your mother. She should cherish the special feeling of this day and the intensity of that feeling should last her the lifetime.This is the day to stop, remember, and pray for that special person in our life, without whom we would not have been, what we are today; a day to prove that all her efforts, towards making us a complete person, have been worthwhile and make her feel proud for us. In the broader sense of the term, Mother's Day is a day to be grateful to God for being so kind as to bless us with an angel in the form of Mother.

Mother's day is just around the corner.I really wish i can be at home telling you how much i miss and love you,I'm really sorry i cant be there...Wish i could hug you tight and wish you HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY but i know you understand why i cant.

I know we sometimes argue, and I sometimes blow my lid.But I still love you very much:I'm only just a kid in your eyes.Sometimes I need to push against the fences you erect,Even though I know they're there to shelter and protect.
I know you want the best for me and to keep me from all harm.I just want you to know I couldn't Have a better mom.

HAPPY EARLY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHER'S!!

till then

.x0x0. <3

.:: cHilL ouT dAy ::.

2009-04-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

1st of all HAPPY BLESSED EASTER PEOPLE!!!*wish i was back home to celebrate will the folk but sadly i cant..missing them*

Unplanned events are normally better then plans events i can say.Was planning to go for jet ski-ing this weekend but the weather was not in favor and was not feeling well so an unplanned event came up.Just was ted to have a chill out day out from kl/pd. So decided to go to Malacca for ball-ball chicken rice and normal jalan-jalan.

Left pd around noon time just on time for late lunch in Malacca.Weather was cloudy but that didn't stop the 4 of us going around.After lunch next stop was Jonker Street but after 10-20m walk rain started drizzling.Before it started raining like cats and dogs we manage to grab a place in 1 of the cafe along the street.Ended up in Geographe cafe chilling,listening to smooth jazz and talking cock.

All started with hot drinks and the boys continued with killkenny while i had my coffee and indulge my self with my book.It was just a superb day to sit back and relax along with the nice music and cold weather.After few hours sitting we headed back for dinner in Anils crib.

The trip back was also good as the 4 of us was basically talking cock all the way especially Nishant and Anil.Was actually tired of laughing.All in all it was fun and chill day.Wish it was still the weekend.

+ ThiN w0maN +

2009-04-11T20:54:00.000-07:00

Low Blood Pressure

Are you a thin woman prone to feeling fatigued, light-headed, dizzy and panicked? Do you have low blood pressure, cold hands and feet, large pupils and very flexible joints? Then you may have an instability in your sympathetic nervous system.
The sympathetic nervous system is the part of the autonomic (unconscious) nervous system that releases adrenalin. When the sympathetic system is unstable, adrenalin is released too easily. This causes panic and brain fog, as well as cold hands, and low blood pressure because the blood moves away from the extremities. Because adrenalin causes salt to be lost through the kidneys, there is also low blood volume. People with this nervous system disorder have 20% less blood volume than normal.
The syndrome affects about 10% of the population, mostly women. It has been called many other things including anxiety neurosis, hypoglycaemia, fibromyalgia and mitral valve prolapse. (There is commonly a benign floppy heart valve associated with the syndrome.)
The adrenalin is produced by the adrenal glands, which are part of the sympathetic nervous system and the hormone system. Excessive adrenalin production will exhaust the poor adrenal glands, and they will lose the ability to produce hormones such as testosterone, cortisol and DHEA. Hormone disorders may develop.
Women with an instable sympathetic nervous system may also develop acne (because the nervous system is closely tied to skin) and weight gain on the stomach due to depleted testosterone.
The syndrome is also associated with migraine headaches, candida overgrowth, and interestingly, the formation of thyroid antibodies (as in Hashimoto's disease).
Quick Test for Low Blood Pressure Syndrome:
Get your blood pressure taken lying and then standing. If it drops, you probably have the syndrome.
Conventional treatment:
Regular fluids and salt intake, beta-blockers and drugs to conserve body fluid.
Natural treatment:

Sleep 8 hours per night. The nervous system needs sleep to rejuvenate and function. None of the following treatmens are as effective as sleep.
Get adequate salt. When the syndrome is severe, salt cravings develop, but even milder symptoms benefit from regular salt intake.
Get enough rest. The nervous system in these women likes routine and rest. One weekend away is not enough. You need to be consistently less busy.
Avoid caffeine
Avoid artificial sweeteners, which damage the nervous system
Eat regularly. Women with this syndrome experience adrenalin when their blood sugar drops. Use small regular meals and avoid refined sugar.
Legs up the wall meditation. This is a yoga pose that will restore blood pressure the brain. Talk to your yoga instructor. You need to do it every day.
Magnesium to stabilise the nervous system.
Licorice root increases blood sugar and conserves adrenal hormones
Tyrosine
Homoeopathic medicine to stabilise the nervous system.
Organotherapy to support the adrenal glands
Acupuncture or Bowen therapy

Till then

x0x0 <3

.ItS bEen A WeeK noW hMmmmM.

2009-04-10T10:45:00.000-07:00

How can i make this headache go away??? It has really been a week now..its really hurting and i really cant stand it anymore *sob*sob

What is a headache?

Headache is defined as pain in the head or upper neck. It is one of the most common locations of pain in the body and has many causes.

How are headaches classified?

Headaches have numerous causes, and in 2007 the International Headache Society agreed upon an updated classification system for headache. Because so many people suffer from headaches, and because treatment is sometimes difficult, the new classification system allows health care practitioners to understand a specific diagnosis more completely to provide better and more effective treatment regimens.
There are three major categories of headaches:
primary headaches,
secondary headaches, and
cranial neuralgia's, facial pain, and other headaches.

Really do need to go for a check up tomorrow..can stand this pain any longer.I'm actually really scared because i never had this kind of pain and it has been a week. haih~

till then

x0x0 <3

.LigHT TheRapY..

2009-04-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

During the dark part of the year we all need an energy booster and an extra dose of light in our life.

Had a client who actually pick this designer hotel in Stockholm concept as his newly build architectural house somewhere around kl.I was pretty much impress with the Hotel my self as its actually called the Nordic Light Hotel.

Everything was as minimalist as it can get but the lighting was really impressive.They play with various of color lights,textures and shapes which creates different atmosphere in the room or area.From the facade the hotel really is colorful and the architecture is really modern as for sure material that was use is more to different types of glass.

Sure would be interesting if Malaysia do have some extra ordinary ideas that Malaysia could explore and implement in our lives.This for sure would make a big impact to our design field and also we could attract more tourist to come and visit as Malaysia a.k.a Asia is a place that people could learn and explore.

Pictures of the LIGHT HOTEL..Indulge your self

till then

x0x0 <3

nO eAstEr oR gOoG fRidAy HoliS??

2009-04-06T07:02:00.000-07:00

Why don't west Malaysia have good Friday break???

I always wonder why because since east Malaysia have this holiday why not east Malaysia??we are the same country right??don't this two places have to have the same holiday??well not all but since both side have Christians...why not?

Was checking what time is mass on good Friday and guess what..it's at 3pm..how the hell am i suppose to attend when its not a holiday and i have to work???feel like taking leave but work is piling up and datelines is just around the corner...haihhh

How nice is we do have holiday for good Friday at lease could go for mass and also have a day of break..seriously working 6 days is effing tiring*like ling always mention to me " i still cant accept how can you work on Saturdays?"* haha i my self don't know how to answer her..

Really wish we could have holiday on this day..even if its half day...heehehhe but i guess i have to dream on..

nways i'm gonna continue watching gossip girl~

Have a great week people!!

~More drama's more scandals~

Till then

x0x0 <3

~ kRabI hErE i ComE ~

2009-04-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

Date : Aug
Location : Krabi Island

Cant wait to finally be going off for a short vacation.I'm super duper excited to go and get tanned..wheeeeeeee~ Will be staying in Aree Tara Resort which is located on the beautiful Aonang beach is a modern resort setting with luxurious room, delicious dinning choices and only a few steps to the beach. Aree Tara Resort is one of the 1st “Minimalist Graphic Hotel” to establish a presence in Aonang and the best part of this resort is it's just a few steps from the beach!!How awesome can this be...*now you know why I'm effing excited*

cant wait....cant wait....

till then

x0x0 <3

.ATV WEEKEND.

2009-04-02T07:47:00.000-07:00

Its been a busy and tiring week as work is piling up ad it seem to have no end to it *nothing new :/* had to work till s3ven and then rush down to pd for another wedding dinner is reallyyyyyy...woooshhh~ TIRING!!Dinner was good but i was with my tired face and i think everyone notice it..lol~ BUT hey it didn't stop me having fun..

The plan after is to chill,went back home to freshen up and decided to hang in Avillion with the rest.Had like half a bottle*man i really need that* watch TV and talk.Waited for another two donkeys to come but they were just to chicken shyt to come over...lol!!After all the waiting went back home and hit the sack...it was a super long day and i have to sleep in the next day...wheeeeeeeeeee~

Sunday was an interesting day as i had to sleep in and had my facial appointment all set for the evening.Plan to go 4 a swim at the beach that day but the rest had already plan to go for ATV.Super excited for it as its gonna be my 1st time playing it.Was actually scared in the beginning but once i got use to it...vroOOoooooooooommmmmmmmmmm~ there i go... it was super super fun..

At the end of the day my white tee turn into a mud design tee's..coolness huh?? went back with a hurting arms and body..Will want to do it again tho..VrOoOOooMMMMMMMMMMM~

Till then

x0x0 <3

.gOoD MonTh To tiE The KnoT?.

2009-03-29T08:52:00.000-07:00

Still wondering if its a good year to get married??

Right after Chinese new year my weekends were actually occupied with wedding dinners and wedding reception.Well most of it was actually Dennis's Melbourne friends and cousin. It all started with Jackie and Hafiz(emmm i think i got the name right..sorry if its wrong)This was my 1st time going to his friends wedding reception and will be meeting with most of his melb friends.It was a simple yet lovely wedding dinner. Thanks for the invite.

Next was a garden wedding in Penang...wheeee had to spend the weekend in Penang,its been ages since I've been there.Imagine the beach,the breeze,the smell of the air and a garden wedding...hmmmmmmm..it just go well together.All i could say is the reception was simple and breath taking.CONGRATS JEANETTE AND TERENCE!!!! Thanks for inviting me and i really enjoyed my self.

Till then xoxo

~ Where are you when i need you most? ~

2009-03-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

My eyes are like this now 0.0 so sore!!! sob*sob*

i really need a break and also a beach vacation!!!!!!

Where are you when i need you..uwaaaa

Work have been crazy this few weeks..been sitting in front of the come mostly 18hours a day..well except when i go to bed..that's the only time i could really rest my eyes. Do you think 4/5 hours of sleep is enough to rest?? SO NOT!!

I really want my sleeping time back...sometimes i wonder why the hell did i accept this project..why did i sacrifice my resting time since now i only have a day in a week to rest...*bangs head*

A friend did mention ' we should suffer now to live a better life ahead ' ' its better to go through hard times now then later on'...I do agree on above but sometimes i just feel like its way to much..i just need a break...hmm to be on the positive side hard work pays,maybe not now maybe later on...who knows!!

All i wanna do now is finish up all the work i have to asap and then i can get more rest!! Finish up asap so i could actually plan on a vacation* i really need to chill by the beach,enjoy the breeze and just get away from computers * i need youuuuuu~

CHECK LIST FOR THIS WEEK!!!

Finish up my drawings by Friday*finger cross*
Go for facial this weekend * cant stand looking at all the zits *
Get my hair done.
Get Color chart to show client!!! *IMPORTANT*

Till then

~ x0x0 ~

~ Drama's and MORE drama's ~

2009-01-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

THE HILLS SEASON 4 IS OUT!!!!!!

Was waiting for the final season for quite some time and its FINALLY out and i have finish watching it..hehehe more dramas for sure but its really a nice season to watch..

As i was watching something just hit my head...its seems like drama is everywhere..i think everyone is bound to go thru dramas and if your a girl it think u will not run from it...girls with drama is like girls with shopping...its really hard to separate them..

while watching the hills season 4,had like some flash back from last year...went thru a lot a lot of drama's back home with friends..not that I'm in it but i just cant help listening or seeing it as all of my gf will tell..even tho I'm not around the stories will just come to me...how funny can it be..

Thank god I'm so over it now..moving to another place was a good choice...too much drama's for me and i hate drama's...cant stand it actually...since i came here i kinda shut down my self from all of it..heard a few but i just don't really care about it..stepping out from the normal circle was a good move...old and new friends without drama's.

Hope the new year will treat me and everyone good....

p/s : THE HILLS SEASON 4 IS A MUST WATCH!!!!!!!!

till then,

x0x0 <3

FINALLY!!!!!!!

2009-01-09T06:48:00.000-08:00

After few days thinking and lookign for thjs song FINALLY i found it..
Currtently im in love with this song....really2 niceeeee....

Listening to this song just make me hmmmm...i cant find the word...i just feel so calm and in love...wahahhaha cant stop listening to it..

It has been a week of back to work and I'm already feeling really tired but its really fun...Been having loads of site visit and today had to go all the way to bukit tinggi which was near genting*sorry don't really know where*

This is really amazing but actually I'm looking forward to work tomorrow*yea I'm working Saturdays too..how nice...hmmm* owh yea did i mention i had my hair cut when i back in kk last year...heheh and i love it...

till then

~x0x0~

-HAPPY NEW YEAR-

2009-01-05T06:11:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year People!!!!!!!!!

5th day or 2009...HOw is the new year treating you?As for me so far its ok..started work after a long break..pheww~ i think i had to much information in my brains in a day..heheh I'm feeling really tired..but all i can say 1st day back to work was tiring BUT fun!!

Goodness..i haven't been updating my blog in ages..i have tons and tons of picture to upload..heheh 2 weeks back in kk took hell alot of pictures..will post then up soon...when i get the pic from me amor..nways I'm off to bed early 2day...feeling really tired..back to work and back to my early nights too..heheh

NIghty nights love's..

~x0x0~
<3

.:: m3 = <3'LesS ::.

2008-12-06T01:47:00.000-08:00

Just had a conversation with a friend and this is what i was ask...after erm...few months not keeping in touch..0.0!!

me : Hi stranger!
unknown : Hi i miss you..the girl with bf
me : How are you stranger?

somehow my question was ignored....swt~

me : damn busy la now huh? until cant even reply massage all..
unknown : i never even get any massage from you..so are you still with you bf?...you know i have feelings for you right?
me : *shock with the 2nd question* WHAT?? your kidding me right?didn't get my massage? erm..yea i am still with him...o.0??
unknown : i just don't know understand..i want you but you don't..
me : that day called you tough of having coffee but you seen to be super busy...
unknown : you don't seem to understand...i cant see you because i have feelings for you...overtime i see you i feeling like hugging n kissing you..
me : swt* you should just tell me right
unknown : I'm telling you know la..
me : sorry I'm maybe just too stupid to know...
unknown : i don't know but you seem to be heartless..
me : bang* yea maybe I'm heartless..maybe you don't deserve to have a heartless friend like i am..

*i went offline*

~x0x0~
lov3

% jEsSicA jAnE meAns.........? %

2008-12-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong*woot..woot*.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start*hehe which is kinda true at times...guilty*HEE~.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person*hmm I like this..hehe*. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. kekkeke...kasi paling kecil ni...nda bagus..lol~

~x0x0~
l0v3

~b4 iTs tOo latE~

2008-12-03T21:18:00.000-08:00

A Friend of mind fwd me this email and its really touching..tought of sharing it with you guys...enjoy~

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.Daniel: What game?Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for thefollowing weeks..

DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. Thefortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:11:37 pmDaniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.Jasmine read the letter which says:Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife. I love you,

Jasmine...Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...************************************************************************************Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals ofeverlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

-x0x0-
l0v3

~ a FaIrY taLe eNding?~

2008-12-01T09:58:00.001-08:00

Is there such thing as happy ever after?like in real world?

Somehow it just came up in my mind...is there such thing in the real world? Can everyone be as happy as it look in fairy tales??hmmmmm

Maybe I'm just thinking too much..

or maybe its true...

love can be the nicest thing in the world and at times it can be the 1 which will tear you apart...when you think you have found the right person to be with but along the road there is so much things that's pulling either 1 on the other path which is leading to the other end where no 1 is there...

at times the feeling of 'me being not good enough for you' hunts me..but i try to overcome it..improve my self to be a better person but somehow it never seem to be good enough...can i just give up?should i?

i really don't know...

x0x0
lov3

~ aFteR a lOng2 tIm3 ~

2008-10-23T19:10:00.000-07:00

Bright sunny Thursday,woke up pretty early as i have alot of stuff plan out for me to settle..my agenda for the whole day was to go to :-
- Wisma Putra in Putrajaya
- Visit the Embassy of Spain
- Get my Passport all done in Pusat Bandar Damansara
- Therapy at 2 pm
- Dinner with Jasmine and Michelle
I was driving from 1 end to another the whole day...body was all aching plus i had to go for another poking session..but was really glad that i manage to get everything done that day it self*pats my back* Got home just in time to follow Michelle down to Pavilion as we were meeting Jasmine for dinner there..

But it was really the wrong time to drive down to kl as it was peak hours..so we were basically stuck in it for a good 1 hour or more...did some catching up in the car,update our self with whats going on with each others life..was really nice to catch up after so long..Mich is looking all good as in pictures..getting more prettier each time we see each other but she is still the same crazy n bubbly girl i 1st got to know back in college..Same goes to Jasmine,even tho didn't really get to catch up with her much as it was really hard to but she still look the same..owh she is no longer with her long straight hair anymore..Its pretty short now but couldn't see as she had it all tied up..

Over all it was a great night..was really happy to see all of them actually...All grown up and all with their own life now..
- Me and Miss Jasmine..the girl of the night..-

-Trendy Mich and pretty Jasmine -

- Edison looking all macho man beside Jasmine -

- Just fooling around outside of Pavillion..check out th elights on the streets..nice no? -

- The girls who use to walk down to the nearest mamak at 2/3 am and partied on weekdays even if there's class the next day and barely open their eyes in class the next day..lol~

Till then..

~x0x0~

l0v3

..Yet another theraphy session...

2008-10-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...Its been almost a month now I'm going for my back therapy and in that single month it self i spend alot on the therapy..imagine you have to spend Rm100 a session and i have to go 2x a week...all my money gone...cant even shop much now adays..haih..owh..im gonna tell what actually happened on my last visit to the chiropractor...waited for my turn as it was a busy day there since it was a Saturday and its normally pack during the weekends...finally it was my turn..

Waited for my doctor to come in and check on my xray which i did a day before..was so scared it has to do something with my back bone..thank god everything was OK..BUT y is my back still hurting o.0?? i still didn't get my answer to that..Doctor explain all over again and i think i somehow got it but actually i didn't...lol~So after all the talking then come's the poking part...haih..lyed flat on my chest and then the doctor start poking my back with the small needle..somehow i was amazed because it didn't really hurt as much as before..at the back of my mind was thinking my back was getting much better now..

Anyhow the doctor didn't really believe that i was not feeling that much pain..so he ask me to sit on the chair and tuck my tummy in...then i heard him saying ' OK I'm gonna needle again but this time I'm going to use a bigger needle' i was like 0.0!!!!!!!!! WHATTTTT?? but i cant say much...then the real pain start..he actually poke me 4x and the last 1 was the bomb...was so painful till 1 point i felt my body was all getting hot and everything started to get blurry...The pain was so bad till i wanted to faint..before i do i quickly ask the doctor to stop..He ask me to lye down and did some pressing to reduce the feeling of fainting...that was really bad...after all that got out of the room went and continue my theraphy...phewwwww..no more poking for that day..

Finally i remembered to take picture of using the dress...heheheh

Introducing*drum rolls* Dr Motala's room a.k.a my doctor who does the poking and cracking 2x a week..sigh*

So here is the machine that is use for my back therapy..scary no?

Till then..gotta go for another therapy tomorrow..not so excited to get more poking on the back...

~x0x0~

l0v3

EvErYwHerE pIctuRes.....

2008-10-20T23:00:00.001-07:00

Latest me with my long messy hair having coffee in Starbucks near home..

Vain me again after movies..having dinner in chilis..kekeke
dayum.....i guess his bored of me already..that's kinda fast huh..don't you think?? o.0?
Us in Borneo rainforest's...no idea why he likes to make faces when im already smiling so pretty...hehehe

Nishant was thinking really deep as you can see his face..so serious...I'm so scared....NOT!!! hehe
Awwwww...us again...hehehe

The two macho man of the night...they are SINGLE girlfriends..hehehe
Just some random picture of Anil..hehehe

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeee....me so pretty then look at Dennis... -__________-!!!!

Me always being the only girl with them...they are getting bored of me..wahahhahaha I DON'T CARE!!!! ngeh3

Happy Three Boys....lol

Ngeh3....me again...

I guess this shows how much i take pictures...wahahha i think i just like to snap...snap...snap....and snap...well i guess all girls do RIGHTTTTTT!!! so yea...this picture was taken in different venue's:-

- Telawi Street Bistro, Bnagsar

- Borneo Rainforest, Sunway

- Itillanie's Sunway

- Chilis, MidV

- Starbucks, Bangsar

- Puma, The Gardens

Till then...

~x0x0~

l0v3

Food anyone?

2008-10-20T21:05:00.000-07:00

Over the weekend me and the boy's wanted to try something different other then Thai food,Indian and Western food...so we decided to go for Sushi and Italian food..well even tho we normally eat Italian but not Itallianies so we headed there...The food there was good..but i still do prefer my Lil Italy back in kk..hehehe i miss the pizza and pasta not mentioning ice peach tea there...*even talking bout it make my mouth water* cant wait to be back home and head over there..

Then the next day we had Japanese food..heheh its been awhile since we had tapanyaki so there we go..was walking around BSC thinking what to eat for dinner..ngam2 we pass Sakae Sushi,without thinking more we called Danesh ask him if that place was ok for him and he said as long as they have rice I'm in...so we entered...waited for him to reach and ordered out food..ehehe owh i was amazed by how you order at the place..i never came across this method before..jakun kan me..but never mind...we actually ordered straight using the computer and the waiters will have the printout with them in like 5min..not bad no??huhuhu..Nways over all the food in both places was superb...was so full after the meal..felt like just going home and sleep..hehehe such a pig..

And this is where we had dinner on last sunday....SAKAE SUSHI BANGSAR~

Look at the computer's..and that's how you order your food...so the hightec..ahahha not bad i can say

Interior of the place...really nice..looks expensive

Anil's seafood tapanyaki..he and his seafood...haihhhhh...

Dennis's and Danesh's tapanyaki...looks good no?

Chicken tapanyaki and also seafood tapanyaki...

This is the entrance to Italiannie's Sunway...love the picture..

We had this for starters..bread and olive oil..great way to start..

Introducing my dinner for the night...Lasagna~ yum*yum* typical me..hehehe

Hmmm..cant remember who had this but i think it was Anil..pretty good huh :)

Dennis's dinner...Fish and potatos...

View of Sunway from Italiannie's...

Till then...

~x0x0~

l0v3

~ tApi BukaN Aku....... ~

2008-10-07T20:29:00.000-07:00

hMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....Recently got to know a friend..got pretty close to the person but i guess it didn't turn out well at then end..stop talking to the person 2 days ago* i think*..i guess I'm good at hurting people huh..hurt the person so much since we got to know each other..that's the only way i know how to deal with this situation..never wanted to hurt you but...its really hard for me..i bet you wont understand but I'm really am sorry for all this...even tho i know you would not read this but I'm really am sorry from the bottom of my heart...

This few months i fell in love with this song..love the lyrics actually..i guess this song really reflect what i feel now..Here's the lyrics and the vidoe to see...enjoy love's..

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusankuKu tak ingin kau semakin kan terlukaTak ingin ku paksakan cinta iniMeski tiada sanggup untuk kau terimaAku memang manusia paling berdosaKhianati rasa demi keinginan semuLebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatikuKarena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati.......

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah iniDan jangan kau tangisi lagiSekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamuSejuta kata maaf terasa kan percumaSebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinyaSemoga saja kan kau dapatiHati yg tulus mencintaimu

Tapi bukan aku.....

Till then...

~x0x0~

lov3

~ Therapy???? ~

2008-09-19T19:10:00.000-07:00

My back is hurting after meeting up with the chiropractor yesterday..and to go for some therapy which was painful ok..never experience all this ok..i went to the center all alone *o.0* because Sandra cant make it as she was really busy with work...so took the cab from home and went straight to the center..

As i got down from the cab i saw few OKU people and it really freak me out *not saying I'm making fun of them , just that i have the scary feeling when around them since i was young..Hee~* Went up to the 2Nd floor got my self registered and then wait till my turn..my heart was pumping so freaking hard as I'm so scared..went in had to change to the god knows what dress o.0!! i call it hospital gown which look like the boyfriend shirt which is famous now..lol

So went in to see my doc Mr Montala..he check my back did smack down on me*lol*,crack my neck bone and also back bone..felt so nice after that but still my back was still hurting..after all he explain to me what i have to go thru which is 3 days in a row therapy which i went yesterday and today..2days consultation and therapy was more painful then yesterday ok..as after the 1st therapy the hurting part started to swell..so today told my doc and he started to press the part and its PAINFUL!!!!

Not only that ok..he said he will poke a needle in me..seen my cousin went for hers and it didn't look painful but i was wrong it hurt like mad..because mine was none stop poking to check which part is the cause of the pain..only god knows how painful was that...then after that went for ultrasound and some other therapy...

going again on Monday...and plzzzzzzz i hope no more poking plzzzzzzzzz...

owh yea b4 i 4get...will take some pic's on monday..hehehehe hope they wont mara me.. and im feeling kinda sad now..jojo and re just left for kk and sandra along with the husband will be leaving for 5 diff places..huhu will be home with only the maid for 1 month...prety long ok..=(

Till then
~x0x0~
l0v3

~ Girls day out ~

2008-09-17T20:52:00.000-07:00

So its was a public holiday yesterday for Selangor and guess what?? my work place is in Selangor so i had a day off...*dance of happiness* Public holidays just put a smile on my face..well i think everybody's face yea?? hmmm...As it was a holiday i woke up pretty late which was about 11 am (well its pretty early compare to other days..lol) it was so nice just to wake up and chill at home..had lunch at home with Jojo,Ray and Sandra...Owh yea talking about Sandra who is my cousin,the night before was the craziest night ever for me and i think for Felicia, Jojo and Ray too..

Sandra just had to take her med before driving to pick Jojo and Ray up from kl..Felicia and I really didn't know until on the way back when she started slurring and getting little blur + high...lol! she was driving like a mad person ok..everyone panic but cant stop laughing because it was really funny and really freaky...like REALLY freaky..She was really high on med that time..the next day we talk she cant recall some part of it..How scary can that be..so now we have a name for that which is " The Britney Moment " lol~ Sandra promise never to do that again because it was really dangerous and freaky..everyone in the car was freak out and all eyes was on us..that's how crazy that was...

Back to yesterday *18/09/08* to make the story short...Sandra, Jojo ,Ray and i had a girls day out...went for our English tea and went shopping at the curve and ikano..bought alot of cloths and also shoes...my god shoes just make me go mad...i felt like i wanna get all the pretty and nice ones i could see yesterday but hmmmmm...i cant =( gotta save..owh and im going to Bandung in Nov just for the weekend..so need to save so i can go Shoppinggggggggg again there...hehehe after The Curve and Ikano we went to SS14 to buy Sandra's new hp..She got the new E71 and its really really nice....i wanttttt...haih...

Owh yea and for dinner we had Thai food in 1 of the restaurant in Telawi Street Bangsar..the food was Superb..yum*yum* i like Thai food...even tho is spicy but its niceeee*thinking of it makes me hungry now..arghh* owh not forgetting before going back home we made a short pit stop at this new Cd shop in telawi street and i got my self The Hills season one and two...go to find time to watch it...hehehe That's pretty much all i did yesterday....was a nice day out...
nice no??yum*yuM*..

wheeeeeeeeeeee....Till then
~X0X0~
~lov3~

- Over due post -

2008-09-15T02:06:00.000-07:00

hmmmm....

i so do have so many over due post to do..but i cant seem to find the time to do it..I'm just too lazy to face my lappie when I'm back home as i have been looking at computer screen the whole day at work..Pass 2 weeks I've been following Dennis to his high school's friends wedding which was 1 in Seremban and the other 1 was in PD it self..

The 1st weddings was Arjit's and the wife which i 4got her name*sorry..gigles* they so look happy together..it was a simple yet very memorable wedding..Had good Indian food at the wedding..was fungry and the food just make me go wheeeeeee...even tho i cant stand spicy but it was really nice..heheheh so apa lagi..wack la the food..here's some picture of the wedding avenue and the newly wed..

Introducing the newly wed~
The deco of the wedding hall...niceeeeeeee...

The backdrop....i see alot of lights.....wheeee

Nowwwwwwww...the next wedding..*drum rolls* the next bride n groom is Arjit*diff people k hehehe* and Kugan..actually i never seen them before..The wedding reception is my 1st time seeing them...The wedding reception was held back in Pee Dee Glory Beach Convention hall..The weekend this wedding was held i followed Sharmini and ermmmmmmmm....whats the other cousin's name...damnnn I'm really bad at remembering namesss...arr i remember..her name is Dharshana..They were so nice to come and pick me up from home..Thanks!!!!!!

Pick me up again k next time...wahhahahah..so followed them back to pd..it was a fun journey back as the two of them cant seem to stop taking...they just had 1 story after another,me being me...i just kept quite and listen and laugh..the 2 of then are really funny..reach pd called Anil and my teddy webby*Dennis* for teh tarik as i need to follow Dennis back to change kan...so went to the mamak near abbey's house..talk and laugh again for like about half an hour baru all went back home to rest and get ready..

Got back,mandi get ready and went to the wedding...i felt so ermm alien..coz i don't know any1 there other then Dennis,Anil,Sharmini,Dharshana and a few more..everyone was in their sari looking all so pretty..i just had my simple black dress on..really don't know what would fit 4 the wedding..hehehe normal typical wedding dinner..had food and drinks as we watch the bride and groom give their speech and dance...it was really nice but the bad part about it was the crowd...they were arghhh so..hmm i don't know whats the word 4 that...they just came for the food..so not nice ni..i will never have ppl im my wedding dinner like that...you come you have to stay till the end..wahahahha and i bet my wedding you wont wanna leave...hehehe okok back to reality..

So after all the formal stuff then came the booze part and dancing to the Indian music..hehehe i just couldn't keep up with the beat and dance..but it was really nice to see them dance to the rhythm..owh yea 4got to mention Sharmini and Dharshana look so pretty in their sari's...i wanna make one too...hehehe just to wear for weddings..im starting to have more and more Indian friends soooo...i think i will have quite a collection if it and since jojo is going to India i shall ask her to get me nice 1 there...

Talking about that, I'm so so happy that my sister is finally going for her dreams, becoming a doctor in INDIA...wahahaha i know she will do well and be a very good doctor so next time i can get free consultations as i always get sick..so niceee...hehehe I'm so happy for my sister*HUGS* okok so here's the picture from Arjit's and Kugen's wedding...

fuhhhh~ so many pictures to upload and its already 6pm...wuhooooo going back time.....

Till then

~x0x0~

~lov3~

~SCREAMS OUT LOUD~

2008-09-12T10:39:00.000-07:00

Just when i wanted to update songs on my ipod....tadaaaaaaaaaa! it got stuck..like wtf ok..why now???just when i wanted to sleep with some slow and jazzy music in my ears...so freaking pissed off...its been awhile since i update the songs and when i have time and was not lazy to do it...it just turn its back ok me....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no freaking idea how to freaking reset it..*wonders if she needs to wait till the batt goes flat* o.0?? *not even 5 min* my question was answered...Batt went flat..wahahaha now its ok...yeyyyy!!!!

*Updating my ipod and going to bed when its done*
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

~Just for a bit..~

2008-09-04T04:53:00.000-07:00

Just realise i havent been blogging lately,work has been pilling up since last month but now it seems to be slowing down as the project i was doing is currently on going..wuhooo!no more drawings..Been coughing 4 the pass month,not a single med is helping me..i have no idea what to take to heal this bad cough..having bad cough is worse then having a sore eye*never had but yea touch wood*

Cough cough till my lungs hurt..thats how bad it is..owh its thursday already...1 more day till the weekends..yeyyyyyyyyyy! After the long weekend im so lazy to get back to work..talking bout the long weekend, just wanna wish all malaysian Happy Merdeka people!! hehehe its never to late to wish yea..but sadly this merdeka i didnt feel anything as the celebration was not as grand as last year..i wonder why..but i hope everyone had a good merdeka =)

hmm i think thats all for now coz im FUNGRY~ wanna get something to eatttt...talking bout food..its bulan puasa and i miss the bazar ramadam back in kk..ayam panggang,kuih muih and more*yum yumm* Selamat berpuasa to all my malay friends all malays around the world!!!

till then
x0x0
~love~

Monday blues...

2008-08-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

So its Monday again..1st day back to work..
Slept early the night before as i was scared that i cant wake up for work,i ended up waking up around 6 and was wondering why is my alarm not ringing..i was woken up by the itch on both my legs...
Its really killing me..I'm just hoping it will stop soon..i really cant stand the itch and pain..nways went to work really early today,amazingly there was no jam to damansara*a sign of good day ahead*
Reach at the office no 1 was there yet,doors was still lock so i decided to grab breakfast..had a simple breakfast then off to work..was scared entering the office...my mind cant stop think what will the environment be?How is the people there?Will i be ok or not?*all these question was playing in my mind over and over again*
Mr Koh showed me to my table..guess where was i sitting?IN THE BOSSES ROOM!-_____-!!
I'm like the only 1 sitting in the same room as him..cant even talk to the others..I'm separated by a wooden door and a glass wall*sob*sob* I can feel that i was being eyed when I'm doing my work*damn i hate that feeling*
The office was really quite,no one was listening to any song...i wanted to play some music until i found out that my computer has no speaker*how nice* Got my 1st project to handle today..A bungalow house somewhere in damansara eights if I'm not mistaken..i have only 2 days to complete the layout drawing and then i need to do sketches..haih..how i miss work*SO NOT!*
But other then datelines i think my 1s day was pretty normal..work will stat palling up soon and i know i wont have the energy to even blog..so i think i better blog will i have the time too..
Owh yea..my computer cant seem to install msn and ym..nvm i will try again 2morrow..i need communications with other people...I'm stuck with the boss and i have no 1 to talk to during work*can u imagine that..its so boring..Jayson i need you..i want to disturb you when I'm stress out with all the lines..*

Hope tomorrow will be a better day..

Till then..
~x0x0~loV3~

- Back to reality -

2008-08-03T08:08:00.000-07:00

THE DAY I WISH IT WILL NEVER COME IS HERE!! So i have been bumming for the pass urmmm 1 month eyh 2 months and I'm back to work again tomorrow..Wish i could just stay at home and bum but i don't think that will happened as i need to work and earn money and save for all the trips i have plan for..Going back to work after quite sometime is really hard..I'm use to going to sleep late and waking up late but starting from 2morrow i cant do that anymore.I'm excited about this new job,new environment and also new people but deep down I'm really scared too.Wont ever have the same designer like the previous firm and also he relationship all of us had..i just wish this new firm will be better and will learn more even tho i know it wont be as easy like saying but every good thing doesn't me easy right ^_^.

Nways just got back home from a sandy beach trip and I'm having a very bad sandflies bite.Didn't know that there was so much sandflies there*bummer* now i have t suffer from god knows how long..it is very itchy i repeat ITCHY..i just wish i can scratch and scratch but i wont want to leave ugly marks right..so got to stop my self from doing that..cant imagine me going to work with a itchy body..damnit!!Hmmmm..i think i better hit the sack now..nanti nda dapat bangun lagi..suda la 1st day of work..so wish me luck people..cross all your fingers and toes for me yea..hehehe

Till then x0x0
~loV3~

~ Sheets on <3 and trust ~

2008-07-29T12:39:00.000-07:00

Was watching Sex in the City earlier on and his two question came in my mind ' Love? trust? '. These two thing plays a really important roll in our life but do we really know what is love and trust? Owh yea Sex in the City movie is awesome.Two thumbs up!! Well after alot of thinking i think i came up with the answer on what is love and trust..

- LOVE -

* Love some how don't hurt. Physical or emotional abuse are not part of LOVE.

* Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic.

* Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring.

* Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself.

* It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.

* Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex. Sex can be a part of romantic love but it is never mandatory

* Romantic love can (and often does) fade. When it goes there is not always a reason. When somebody falls out of love with you it does not reflect upon your value as a person or your desirability.

* But most important is :- Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated.

- Trust -

* Trust is a two way street; you get it if you give it. * Sometimes trust has to be earned. If you had trust but did something to break it, it is possible to fix things. But in doing so remember that as the trust breaker you don't get to set the expectations, terms or time frame for earning that trust back. * Trust is an essential part of ALL successful relationships be they academic, romantic, friendly or familial. * Trust is an essential part of sex - if you don't trust your partner 110% don't have sex with them.
* Trust is a gift - you give it and you receive it. It should never be taken for granted.

~ x0x0~*<3*

foods just make me go wheeeeeeeee~

2008-07-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

After a long time spending my weekends in pd,this week was the 1st*after so long* week being in kl for the weekends.It actually feel weird because i normally run to pd for the weekends since I'm working Monday till sat,i just need to run away from all the cityness and go back to nature. I really miss the beach,island and laid back life. Woke up around 10 am but was lazy to get my arse up from bed,so was just lying down playing psp, dreaming around.Finally decided to get up,freshen up and get some food...not long after Jayson called for lunch*thank god* because i was fungry and there was nothing at home to eat...his my life saverrrrrrrrrrr...lol~ nways got ready to go out as his was on his way after work to pick me up.

Then as usual we don't know what shall me have for lunch and since it was Saturday and SALE session just started*yesh people Sale session is back*so we decided to head for midV.The roads was pack with cars and so it the car park but we were so lucky that day,went in and there was an empty spot for us,didn't have to turn and turn looking for parking..Hee!!! and the best part was it was just right in front of the entrance..*how lucky*We were already in midV but we still cant decide what to eat so i proposed to just walk around Gardens and see what's there to eat.Finally we saw these Chinese restaurant,look good as people seems to be Queuing up out side,foods looks nice too.So we had 2 type of dumpling and i had ermmm...i don't remember the name but it was like apa yea..mee with beef..lol! And Jayson had mee soup.The food was good and i do recommend to try that place out but its a bit the pricey tho.Our lunch was about RM70 but it was all good.

After lunch we went around as there was banners/posters of SALE here and there.Check out some bags and shoes.Guess,9 west,MNG,ZARA,British India all was on sale...madness..hehe i just wish i could just go shopping and never stop but nahhh...that's crazy..i don't plant money i wish there was a tree for that tho..hehehe 2 bag's from 9 west caught my eyes..they are beautiful..really wanted to get it...Soooooooooo i did the next day...hehehe but not in midV went to 1 utama as Dennis was down and he wants to get some stuff in ikea.So after going to 1 Utama we*dennis,anil and i* headed off to Ikea.(ouh this was on Sunday)Dennis and anil did some furniture and lights shopping..i was their designer..hehe suggesting what colour and type of furniture's they should get for their rooms.It was really fun.After all that we went to Curve to grab dinner.All 3 of us was really hungry as it was already 10 when we finish shopping in Ikea.We had an unusual dinner,Anil suggested a place which i 4got the name..It was good for shrimp lovers...Its all about shrimp there..didn't get to snap pictures there as i was really tired after the long day but i think i should as the design was really interesting...hehehe maybe the next visit...

It was a great weekend...i wish everyday was a weekend so that i could spend the day with my teddy webby...wheeeeeeeeee~

The restaurant's name in Chinese..he he ^-^

Introducing my friend Jayson*single and a very nice guy*

This is the interior view of the place*nice yea its all in red*

The entrance view*they actually use alot of laminate finish*

And this is my lunch*yum yum* nice kan?

*Im hungry looking at the soup with dumplings* arghhh owh btw this is what Jayson had for lunch

Two types of dim sum that we ordered...niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*yum yum*

~ San Pedro Weekend ~

2008-07-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeee.... 4 days has pass in this week and im yet to blog about last weekend, so here goes...

everyone was so excited about the weekend coz its was San Pedro festival and all the boys are so excited to check out the Eurasian girls there.I was excited my self because its my 1st time going to the festival even tho I'm so called half Portuguese*smacks head*Before leaving to PD i had my nails done,woke up quite early to get it all done before 4pm as i need to leave kl by 4.30.So yea pack all my stuff got ready went for late lunch with my sis and she send me to the train station.*Ouh yea my sis is here with me now but she is going back home 2morrow..sobs*sobs*

Was waiting for the train damn long,people was starting to pack the station.I tough i would have a decent place on the train but i was so wrong..It felt like a fish market in side and everybody is squeezing them self to get place.I was sweating like a pig in there and my hand and back was hurting like hell.I will ever take the train from that station again.A big NO NO for me, once is enough.So Saturday came everyone was pack and ready to leave to Malacca.5 of us went in the same car,as usual I'm the only girl with 4 crazy guys..in the car it self all of them started drinking and talking jokes..i cant believe we even stop to get mixers and paper cups.Owh on the way we had Vodka as its danesh's fav drink and as mixers we had orange juice and sprite.

Reach Malacca around 9'ish and we had to look for the way to go the the settlement,made a few phone calls but we were still lost..wahahah..everyone was already flying high when we were there but some how when we were lost everyone was sober..lol! after turning left and right we finally reach out destination.It was already pack up with car's and people.Before walking in everyone had a pack of vodka which was damn kao ok and that time everyone as damn hungry.1st thing on our minds was to find food to eat..walk in the place was pack with people,hot guys and chicks was everywhere to be seen but the boys was to hungry to think about girls that time.Finally we found the rest and had FOOOODDD!! Was so hungry but i didn't eat much coz it was so spicy..after a few mouth of rice my tummy gave way..It was getting funky inside so i had to puke it out or not i wont feel comfortable.After getting it all out i was feeling much better.

The boy was all done with their food and they were continuing with the vodka,no one else wanted to have our drink*i have no idea why* the rest was all having liquor..so again the 5 of us finish a bottle of vodka and also some pack's of liquor.That night was all about drinking and drinking and drinking.Beers was as cheap as 5 ringgit,everyone there was with a can of beer or a glass of liquor.After all the food we haded to the back of the stage where the rest was seating,went in fronth of the stage to see whats happening. There were having dance competition more to be teenagers competition.Hot guys and girls were everywhere..but all was with their partners..too bad guys..heheh owh that nigth was Evans night as Sam was there too..I didn't know he was such a shy guy..OMG!!! she as just beside him and he didn't say anything*smack's Even's head*

After the festival or i can say towards the end the 5 of us went to the 'MOST' *according to Danesh* happening club in town which was PURE BAR. Fair enough it was pack but the crowd was..hmmmm can say so-so..we brougt our own liquor as we tough we could just pay for the mixers like in other clubs but it was not allowed*bummer* So Danesh ad some talking with the waitress and he gave us a green light just to pay 50 ringgit for it.But we had to hide the bottle..how funny can that be..not soon after another waitress saw the guys pouring it to the mixer bottle so we had to take the bottle to the car..it was already quarter gone..hahah so you can imagine how flying were they.When we were there Sam actually msg Evan telling him she wanted to follow..so its was a double bummer for him..miss his chance yet again..owh and the climax of the night when me and Dennis spiked Evans drink...heheheh it was really kao and he was already high to even think he just drank it all..

Everyone end up high that night..Evan puke 2x that night and he was the man of the night..heheheheh after all that all of s went back home and sleep..Ouh Danesh wanted to go get some food but Dennis was to high to even drive him there,so he was bitching about it till the next morning...hahaha..

The next day woke up early to check out from the apartment then off to jalan-jalan cari makan around Malacca..yum yum..We had chicken rice but not the normal one the rice was all round like balls,then o to jonkers street to check out what they have..During the walk we hand loads of food and drinks.Finally before heading home we went for satay celup...*BuRpPpppp*

It was a fun weekend...

Breaking Silence

2008-07-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

As time fly's people change for better or worse, everyone seems to be going away back to school,back to the place there were leaving land below the wind yet again.I cant believe its time for yvonne to leave for india,everyone seems to be heading elsewhere.First may had to go to Russia then t was lain who left for UK now its von's turn soon someone else would be next.Everything seems to be everywhere right now.

I haven't been my self lately since a very bad breakdown last month.Life is not as easy as it seems,been going thru alot of ups and Downs these few months. Been told that your not good at what your doing on your face is really a heart breaker since you have been working you arse off for it and have been trying to prove that your worth id to people that don't even seem to care.At time's i just wish that i could go back to studying and never have to work but in reality that will never happened.Everyone have to go thru working life,its not as grad as it seem to be a designer.Loads of hard work need to be put in it,sacrifice your sleeping time and even your social life seen to go down the drain and lastly you become a workaholic because you cant do anything about it.

How i wish i was back in high school and i dont hve to worry anything.I miss those days where all your friends and even enamy is close.Was talking to a close friend the other day and he ask me to listen to a indo song,i fell in love with it the second i was listening to it.It really reminds me of the days we've gone thru back in those days.Everybody makes mistakens in life and i think he is regreting it by now. Anyways i wanted to post the song in here but i was to dumb to even figure out how should i do it..*bangs head* so heres the lyrics instade..% TERIMA KASIH <3>

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% mY dAy aT tHe HaBouR WiTh tHe cAm %

2008-06-24T11:34:00.000-07:00

Was bored sitting at home facing the computer so I've decided to go for a stroll where the scenery was breath taking..I feel in love with the view as my hand keep on snapping,i just cant seem to get enough of it..It made me feel co calm and stress free..The air i breath,the sound of the waves and the feeling of wind blowing thru my hair was priceless..

~Life as a designer~

2008-06-24T10:48:00.000-07:00

Its been along time since i blog about my daily routines,been really busy with work since i move to a new place. I knew it wont be easy but im up to what ever that ill come my way as this is what i wanted and i have to go thru it like it or not.At 1st coping up with the late hours of work was like hell to me but as the days passes i somehow got use to it..taking 2 public transportation sure drains of the energy in me..never been thru all this and here i had to do it all by my self..walking and walking and walking..work starts at 9 and it will always end late..its never 6 on the dot..1st few weeks was 6 but as the work pile up there goes my night..Reaching home around 11/12 am would be a normal thing and all i want to do when i get back is hit the bed.At times my body cant take it anymore and i would end up feeling so so tired and lifeless,even to talk or put a smie on my face would be impossible.Work got really massive as time passes,heading home at 4/5 am would look normal to me and the other designers.But the worse part is its already pass my bed time and i hd to force my self to bed as i still need to wake up in afew hours and get back to work.I think i've i have lost my passion in design i would have long find a diff job but ths seen to be my passion and at times i do feel lost when the level of stress is growing into me. "NO one said i would be easy but at the same time NO one did mention giving it a try would kill"

* tAtTooS aNyonE?? *

2008-01-08T23:33:00.000-08:00

Was bored at work today and this is what i came out with...was to bored looking at the building drawings so tough of giving it a break and start drawing and colouring..hehe its been awhile since i did all this. Always wanted to have a nice piece of own design tattoos on my back..but i don't think i will ever happened as my parents are against it..to me its just an art which is drawn on your body,but the bad part is you cant take it off you when your bored of it..hehehe wanted to have 21 flowers on my back done on my 21st birthday but i was scared to ask my parents as its not a small tattoo...ehehehe

My 1st time looking at someone getting his tattoo done was Anil...it looks like it was painful but anil was saying it didn't really hurt as much just like the feeling of getting bitten by an ant..hehehe looking at the tattoo artist doing it on anil was so interesting..how he control his hand movement and at the same time uses his leg to control the machine..i wonder if its hard to be a tattoo artist..hmmmmmm o.0???

* moDerN hOmE deSigN *

2008-01-07T18:32:00.000-08:00

Some of my freelance 3d art work. Just like to share it to you. ^_^

muaxxxxxx........

% 2008 New Year %

2008-01-03T16:51:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

It's been 4 days after the new year and I'm still a holiday mood..I'm so lazy to get up every morning to go to work..argh!!! well was back at work a day b4 new year(how nice is that!!!o.0?)everyone in the office was still on leave..

So yea a bunch of us decided to get a room in karambunai this new year eve and celebrate because non of us wanna got to any clubs in town because it will be really pack and we don't really wanna get up the next day with a bad hangover..

The chill out new year eve celebration was great..all close friends came after their family dinner...we had so many drinks that night..lol~every1 started to drink as soon an every 1 was there..cassie was already alil there so she started the drinking 1st with joey..and the rest just followed...not later after we decided to play the card game coz every1 was till sober..lol..this 1 it was worse then the night at cassie's..weird2 posers came up and somehow one of us will screw up..joey was the one who will always miss the elephant pose..hahaha its so funny how he tried to escape..

Well i was naturally high when the clock strikes 4a.m..coz i was awake since i got up to go to work..wanted to sleep but a clown(surren) keep on bugging me..wanna see the sun rise by the beach konon..lol~so yea the few 1 left went to the beach and waited at 6 am o.0!! we ended up playing and taking photos there..waited till the sun raises and all of us went back to the room because all of us were darn tired..and guess what...we didn't actually see the sun rise because it rises at the mountain area..gezzzz!how dumb can we be..it was kalis's idea accompanied by sing yees idea...hahahah..

nway's all of us had fun that night..hope this year will bring happiess, joy and more laughter to everyone...muaxxx

* ChRisTmAs SeaSon *

2007-12-18T17:35:00.000-08:00

Its 5 days to Christmas,Christmas songs everywhere,on tv's,radio's even the malls..everyone is already in the Christmas mood..

Everyone is busy doing their last minute shopping,malls is so pack this few days..thank god i did my x-mas present shopping last week..but hurm i guess i still need to go down town to get few mores x-mas present..i kinda forgot to get some..hehehe

Hope everyone will like their x-mas present =) owh yea before Christmas comes I'll be 22 years old on the 22nd..which is two days from now..hurmmm..what should i do this year o.0??? celebrate it by the beach again like last year or....*thinking* nah no more ideas..well this year i just feel like having a quite birthday get 2gather with everyone i love...wont want any present, just as long as everyone is here *as in back in kk* to be with me is more then enough but if you still wanna give me present..i wont say no..muahahahah! *piz*

Just in a blink of an eye its already the end of the year...bye 2007 and HELLO 2008!! i still cant believe is has been 5 years since i finish high school and 2 years since i graduate from college...time past pretty fast when you don't want it to be..ups and downs this year is coming to an end and more up and downs coming soon..heheh new problem to solve people to meet things to do..well i guess that's what we call LIFE!!!

Btw today is my last day working*wuhooooo..jumping for joy* well at lease for a week..I'm dying for a break from work..even tho its really hard and i keep on saying i wanna quit my job but somehow deep down in me i love what I'm doing and the people around me in the office are such nice people..among all I'm the youngest in the whole office but they don't look down on me*I'm so glad* I'm working with the best group of architect and doing the best project* i guess if my boss sees this he'll be so happy but too bad he wont*lol!

owh yea hope everyone like my Christmas card i design(as u can see on the top of this blog)

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all!!!!

Have a great Christmas people....

Loads of love from me..muaxxxxxx

eAtIng rIghT???

2007-12-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

Eat more and actually get skinnier?
Sounds good to us.
No-one likes cellulite. But chances are you've got some, since figures suggest between 85 and 90 percent of women suffer from orange peel skin — including super-skinny celebs. But what if we said you can eat your way to a smoother bottom, legs and thighs? It's true. According to The Cellulite Solution by Dr Howard Murad, diet plays a big part in reducing dimples and improving the skin's appearance. How? It's as simple as this: monitor your diet so you're getting more of the foods that are good for skin, reduce inflammation and most importantly increase blood circulation, while cutting back on the ones that don't do you any favours. It's a cheap and easy way to fight those bumps. Plus, you'll be instantly healthier.

Foods to stock up on …•
Salmon, tuna, olive and canola oils, sunflower and flax seeds, raw nuts (like walnuts, almonds, cashews, pistachios).
Why? Foods that are rich in fatty acids help repair skin tissue.

• Chicken, eggs, skim milk, berries and citrus fruits (like oranges and grapefruit).
Why? Amino acids will increase collagen levels in the body.

• Blueberries, strawberries, carrots
Why? It's believed that the antioxidants in bright fruit and vegies prevent tissue damage.

• Soy, cauliflower, spinach, oranges, eggs, peanuts, peanut butter, potatoes, iceberg lettuce and tomatoes.
Why? Because they're packed with lecithin, which strengthens the skin.

• Broccoli, peas and lima beans.
Why? They're believed to help fight inflammation.

Foods to stay away from …
Sure, they taste good. But if you want to banish cellulite, cut back on stuff that's high in salt, sugar and bad fats — which increase tissue inflammation. Experts believe the list below makes cellulite look worse:

• Butter and margarine.

• Hydrogenated vegetable oils (found in packaged foods and ready-made meals).

• Fast food.

• Processed cheeses.

• Biscuits with high sugar content.

• Cakes and sweets in general.

The biggest problem people have when they’re trying to lose weight is becoming fat phobic which i think is so stupid. It's clinically proven that we need healthy fat in our diets,You need to eat a balanced diet but not be afraid of fat.We should be thankfull to have food on our table every day of our life.Others are suffering because they dont have enough food to eat,they even kill to get food and dig the trash cans to get food.The only thing to do is work out and eat proper food =)

*hugs & kisses*