~ Sheets on <3 and trust ~

Was watching Sex in the City earlier on and his two question came in my mind ' Love? trust? '. These two thing plays a really important roll in our life but do we really know what is love and trust? Owh yea Sex in the City movie is awesome.Two thumbs up!! Well after alot of thinking i think i came up with the answer on what is love and trust..

- LOVE -

* Love some how don't hurt. Physical or emotional abuse are not part of LOVE.

* Love is not manipulative, it should not be used to get others to do what you want. You should never give in to demands based on the, "You would do it if you loved me!" tactic.

* Love is an intense feeling of caring for another person. It can take many different forms (romantic, friendly, familial) but it is always about caring.

* Although it is true that a big part of love is putting another person's happiness ahead of your own this never includes compromising your values or being untrue to yourself.

* It is very easy to confuse lust for love. The true measure of romantic love is commitment and trust not physical attraction.

* Sex is NOT love. Love is NOT sex. Sex can be a part of romantic love but it is never mandatory

* Romantic love can (and often does) fade. When it goes there is not always a reason. When somebody falls out of love with you it does not reflect upon your value as a person or your desirability.

* But most important is :- Love should make you feel happy, secure and appreciated.

- Trust -

* Trust is a two way street; you get it if you give it. * Sometimes trust has to be earned. If you had trust but did something to break it, it is possible to fix things. But in doing so remember that as the trust breaker you don't get to set the expectations, terms or time frame for earning that trust back. * Trust is an essential part of ALL successful relationships be they academic, romantic, friendly or familial. * Trust is an essential part of sex - if you don't trust your partner 110% don't have sex with them.
* Trust is a gift - you give it and you receive it. It should never be taken for granted.

~ x0x0~*<3*

foods just make me go wheeeeeeeee~

After a long time spending my weekends in pd,this week was the 1st*after so long* week being in kl for the weekends.It actually feel weird because i normally run to pd for the weekends since I'm working Monday till sat,i just need to run away from all the cityness and go back to nature. I really miss the beach,island and laid back life. Woke up around 10 am but was lazy to get my arse up from bed,so was just lying down playing psp, dreaming around.Finally decided to get up,freshen up and get some food...not long after Jayson called for lunch*thank god* because i was fungry and there was nothing at home to eat...his my life saverrrrrrrrrrr...lol~ nways got ready to go out as his was on his way after work to pick me up.

Then as usual we don't know what shall me have for lunch and since it was Saturday and SALE session just started*yesh people Sale session is back*so we decided to head for midV.The roads was pack with cars and so it the car park but we were so lucky that day,went in and there was an empty spot for us,didn't have to turn and turn looking for parking..Hee!!! and the best part was it was just right in front of the entrance..*how lucky*We were already in midV but we still cant decide what to eat so i proposed to just walk around Gardens and see what's there to eat.Finally we saw these Chinese restaurant,look good as people seems to be Queuing up out side,foods looks nice too.So we had 2 type of dumpling and i had ermmm...i don't remember the name but it was like apa yea..mee with beef..lol! And Jayson had mee soup.The food was good and i do recommend to try that place out but its a bit the pricey tho.Our lunch was about RM70 but it was all good.

After lunch we went around as there was banners/posters of SALE here and there.Check out some bags and shoes.Guess,9 west,MNG,ZARA,British India all was on sale...madness..hehe i just wish i could just go shopping and never stop but nahhh...that's crazy..i don't plant money i wish there was a tree for that tho..hehehe 2 bag's from 9 west caught my eyes..they are beautiful..really wanted to get it...Soooooooooo i did the next day...hehehe but not in midV went to 1 utama as Dennis was down and he wants to get some stuff in ikea.So after going to 1 Utama we*dennis,anil and i* headed off to Ikea.(ouh this was on Sunday)Dennis and anil did some furniture and lights shopping..i was their designer..hehe suggesting what colour and type of furniture's they should get for their rooms.It was really fun.After all that we went to Curve to grab dinner.All 3 of us was really hungry as it was already 10 when we finish shopping in Ikea.We had an unusual dinner,Anil suggested a place which i 4got the name..It was good for shrimp lovers...Its all about shrimp there..didn't get to snap pictures there as i was really tired after the long day but i think i should as the design was really interesting...hehehe maybe the next visit...

It was a great weekend...i wish everyday was a weekend so that i could spend the day with my teddy webby...wheeeeeeeeee~

The restaurant's name in Chinese..he he ^-^

Introducing my friend Jayson*single and a very nice guy*

This is the interior view of the place*nice yea its all in red*

The entrance view*they actually use alot of laminate finish*

And this is my lunch*yum yum* nice kan?

*Im hungry looking at the soup with dumplings* arghhh owh btw this is what Jayson had for lunch

Two types of dim sum that we ordered...niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*yum yum*

~ San Pedro Weekend ~

wheeeeeeee.... 4 days has pass in this week and im yet to blog about last weekend, so here goes...

everyone was so excited about the weekend coz its was San Pedro festival and all the boys are so excited to check out the Eurasian girls there.I was excited my self because its my 1st time going to the festival even tho I'm so called half Portuguese*smacks head*Before leaving to PD i had my nails done,woke up quite early to get it all done before 4pm as i need to leave kl by 4.30.So yea pack all my stuff got ready went for late lunch with my sis and she send me to the train station.*Ouh yea my sis is here with me now but she is going back home 2morrow..sobs*sobs*

Was waiting for the train damn long,people was starting to pack the station.I tough i would have a decent place on the train but i was so wrong..It felt like a fish market in side and everybody is squeezing them self to get place.I was sweating like a pig in there and my hand and back was hurting like hell.I will ever take the train from that station again.A big NO NO for me, once is enough.So Saturday came everyone was pack and ready to leave to Malacca.5 of us went in the same car,as usual I'm the only girl with 4 crazy guys..in the car it self all of them started drinking and talking jokes..i cant believe we even stop to get mixers and paper cups.Owh on the way we had Vodka as its danesh's fav drink and as mixers we had orange juice and sprite.

Reach Malacca around 9'ish and we had to look for the way to go the the settlement,made a few phone calls but we were still lost..wahahah..everyone was already flying high when we were there but some how when we were lost everyone was sober..lol! after turning left and right we finally reach out destination.It was already pack up with car's and people.Before walking in everyone had a pack of vodka which was damn kao ok and that time everyone as damn hungry.1st thing on our minds was to find food to eat..walk in the place was pack with people,hot guys and chicks was everywhere to be seen but the boys was to hungry to think about girls that time.Finally we found the rest and had FOOOODDD!! Was so hungry but i didn't eat much coz it was so spicy..after a few mouth of rice my tummy gave way..It was getting funky inside so i had to puke it out or not i wont feel comfortable.After getting it all out i was feeling much better.

The boy was all done with their food and they were continuing with the vodka,no one else wanted to have our drink*i have no idea why* the rest was all having liquor..so again the 5 of us finish a bottle of vodka and also some pack's of liquor.That night was all about drinking and drinking and drinking.Beers was as cheap as 5 ringgit,everyone there was with a can of beer or a glass of liquor.After all the food we haded to the back of the stage where the rest was seating,went in fronth of the stage to see whats happening. There were having dance competition more to be teenagers competition.Hot guys and girls were everywhere..but all was with their partners..too bad guys..heheh owh that nigth was Evans night as Sam was there too..I didn't know he was such a shy guy..OMG!!! she as just beside him and he didn't say anything*smack's Even's head*

After the festival or i can say towards the end the 5 of us went to the 'MOST' *according to Danesh* happening club in town which was PURE BAR. Fair enough it was pack but the crowd was..hmmmm can say so-so..we brougt our own liquor as we tough we could just pay for the mixers like in other clubs but it was not allowed*bummer* So Danesh ad some talking with the waitress and he gave us a green light just to pay 50 ringgit for it.But we had to hide the bottle..how funny can that be..not soon after another waitress saw the guys pouring it to the mixer bottle so we had to take the bottle to the car..it was already quarter gone..hahah so you can imagine how flying were they.When we were there Sam actually msg Evan telling him she wanted to follow..so its was a double bummer for him..miss his chance yet again..owh and the climax of the night when me and Dennis spiked Evans drink...heheheh it was really kao and he was already high to even think he just drank it all..

Everyone end up high that night..Evan puke 2x that night and he was the man of the night..heheheheh after all that all of s went back home and sleep..Ouh Danesh wanted to go get some food but Dennis was to high to even drive him there,so he was bitching about it till the next morning...hahaha..

The next day woke up early to check out from the apartment then off to jalan-jalan cari makan around Malacca..yum yum..We had chicken rice but not the normal one the rice was all round like balls,then o to jonkers street to check out what they have..During the walk we hand loads of food and drinks.Finally before heading home we went for satay celup...*BuRpPpppp*

It was a fun weekend...

Breaking Silence

As time fly's people change for better or worse, everyone seems to be going away back to school,back to the place there were leaving land below the wind yet again.I cant believe its time for yvonne to leave for india,everyone seems to be heading elsewhere.First may had to go to Russia then t was lain who left for UK now its von's turn soon someone else would be next.Everything seems to be everywhere right now.

I haven't been my self lately since a very bad breakdown last month.Life is not as easy as it seems,been going thru alot of ups and Downs these few months. Been told that your not good at what your doing on your face is really a heart breaker since you have been working you arse off for it and have been trying to prove that your worth id to people that don't even seem to care.At time's i just wish that i could go back to studying and never have to work but in reality that will never happened.Everyone have to go thru working life,its not as grad as it seem to be a designer.Loads of hard work need to be put in it,sacrifice your sleeping time and even your social life seen to go down the drain and lastly you become a workaholic because you cant do anything about it.

How i wish i was back in high school and i dont hve to worry anything.I miss those days where all your friends and even enamy is close.Was talking to a close friend the other day and he ask me to listen to a indo song,i fell in love with it the second i was listening to it.It really reminds me of the days we've gone thru back in those days.Everybody makes mistakens in life and i think he is regreting it by now. Anyways i wanted to post the song in here but i was to dumb to even figure out how should i do it..*bangs head* so heres the lyrics instade..% TERIMA KASIH <3>

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