Monday blues...

So its Monday again..1st day back to work..
Slept early the night before as i was scared that i cant wake up for work,i ended up waking up around 6 and was wondering why is my alarm not ringing..i was woken up by the itch on both my legs...
Its really killing me..I'm just hoping it will stop soon..i really cant stand the itch and pain..nways went to work really early today,amazingly there was no jam to damansara*a sign of good day ahead*
Reach at the office no 1 was there yet,doors was still lock so i decided to grab breakfast..had a simple breakfast then off to work..was scared entering the office...my mind cant stop think what will the environment be?How is the people there?Will i be ok or not?*all these question was playing in my mind over and over again*
Mr Koh showed me to my table..guess where was i sitting?IN THE BOSSES ROOM!-_____-!!
I'm like the only 1 sitting in the same room as him..cant even talk to the others..I'm separated by a wooden door and a glass wall*sob*sob* I can feel that i was being eyed when I'm doing my work*damn i hate that feeling*
The office was really quite,no one was listening to any song...i wanted to play some music until i found out that my computer has no speaker*how nice* Got my 1st project to handle today..A bungalow house somewhere in damansara eights if I'm not mistaken..i have only 2 days to complete the layout drawing and then i need to do sketches..haih..how i miss work*SO NOT!*
But other then datelines i think my 1s day was pretty normal..work will stat palling up soon and i know i wont have the energy to even blog..so i think i better blog will i have the time too..
Owh yea..my computer cant seem to install msn and ym..nvm i will try again 2morrow..i need communications with other people...I'm stuck with the boss and i have no 1 to talk to during work*can u imagine that..its so boring..Jayson i need you..i want to disturb you when I'm stress out with all the lines..*

Hope tomorrow will be a better day..

Till then..
~x0x0~loV3~

- Back to reality -

THE DAY I WISH IT WILL NEVER COME IS HERE!! So i have been bumming for the pass urmmm 1 month eyh 2 months and I'm back to work again tomorrow..Wish i could just stay at home and bum but i don't think that will happened as i need to work and earn money and save for all the trips i have plan for..Going back to work after quite sometime is really hard..I'm use to going to sleep late and waking up late but starting from 2morrow i cant do that anymore.I'm excited about this new job,new environment and also new people but deep down I'm really scared too.Wont ever have the same designer like the previous firm and also he relationship all of us had..i just wish this new firm will be better and will learn more even tho i know it wont be as easy like saying but every good thing doesn't me easy right ^_^.

Nways just got back home from a sandy beach trip and I'm having a very bad sandflies bite.Didn't know that there was so much sandflies there*bummer* now i have t suffer from god knows how long..it is very itchy i repeat ITCHY..i just wish i can scratch and scratch but i wont want to leave ugly marks right..so got to stop my self from doing that..cant imagine me going to work with a itchy body..damnit!!Hmmmm..i think i better hit the sack now..nanti nda dapat bangun lagi..suda la 1st day of work..so wish me luck people..cross all your fingers and toes for me yea..hehehe

Till then x0x0
~loV3~