.:: m3 = <3'LesS ::.

Just had a conversation with a friend and this is what i was ask...after erm...few months not keeping in touch..0.0!!

me : Hi stranger!
unknown : Hi i miss you..the girl with bf
me : How are you stranger?

somehow my question was ignored....swt~

me : damn busy la now huh? until cant even reply massage all..
unknown : i never even get any massage from you..so are you still with you bf?...you know i have feelings for you right?
me : *shock with the 2nd question* WHAT?? your kidding me right?didn't get my massage? erm..yea i am still with him...o.0??
unknown : i just don't know understand..i want you but you don't..
me : that day called you tough of having coffee but you seen to be super busy...
unknown : you don't seem to understand...i cant see you because i have feelings for you...overtime i see you i feeling like hugging n kissing you..
me : swt* you should just tell me right
unknown : I'm telling you know la..
me : sorry I'm maybe just too stupid to know...
unknown : i don't know but you seem to be heartless..
me : bang* yea maybe I'm heartless..maybe you don't deserve to have a heartless friend like i am..

*i went offline*

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lov3

% jEsSicA jAnE meAns.........? %

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong*woot..woot*.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start*hehe which is kinda true at times...guilty*HEE~.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person*hmm I like this..hehe*. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. kekkeke...kasi paling kecil ni...nda bagus..lol~

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l0v3

~b4 iTs tOo latE~

A Friend of mind fwd me this email and its really touching..tought of sharing it with you guys...enjoy~

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.Daniel: What game?Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for thefollowing weeks..

DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scaredand she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. Thefortune teller said: 'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.' Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:11:37 pmDaniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...20 minutes later... a stranger approached Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.Jasmine read the letter which says:Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife. I love you,

Jasmine...Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..'Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumping THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...************************************************************************************Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals ofeverlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

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~ a FaIrY taLe eNding?~

Is there such thing as happy ever after?like in real world?

Somehow it just came up in my mind...is there such thing in the real world? Can everyone be as happy as it look in fairy tales??hmmmmm

Maybe I'm just thinking too much..

or maybe its true...

love can be the nicest thing in the world and at times it can be the 1 which will tear you apart...when you think you have found the right person to be with but along the road there is so much things that's pulling either 1 on the other path which is leading to the other end where no 1 is there...

at times the feeling of 'me being not good enough for you' hunts me..but i try to overcome it..improve my self to be a better person but somehow it never seem to be good enough...can i just give up?should i?

i really don't know...

x0x0
lov3

~ aFteR a lOng2 tIm3 ~

Bright sunny Thursday,woke up pretty early as i have alot of stuff plan out for me to settle..my agenda for the whole day was to go to :-
- Wisma Putra in Putrajaya
- Visit the Embassy of Spain
- Get my Passport all done in Pusat Bandar Damansara
- Therapy at 2 pm
- Dinner with Jasmine and Michelle
I was driving from 1 end to another the whole day...body was all aching plus i had to go for another poking session..but was really glad that i manage to get everything done that day it self*pats my back* Got home just in time to follow Michelle down to Pavilion as we were meeting Jasmine for dinner there..

But it was really the wrong time to drive down to kl as it was peak hours..so we were basically stuck in it for a good 1 hour or more...did some catching up in the car,update our self with whats going on with each others life..was really nice to catch up after so long..Mich is looking all good as in pictures..getting more prettier each time we see each other but she is still the same crazy n bubbly girl i 1st got to know back in college..Same goes to Jasmine,even tho didn't really get to catch up with her much as it was really hard to but she still look the same..owh she is no longer with her long straight hair anymore..Its pretty short now but couldn't see as she had it all tied up..

Over all it was a great night..was really happy to see all of them actually...All grown up and all with their own life now..
- Me and Miss Jasmine..the girl of the night..-



-Trendy Mich and pretty Jasmine -

- Edison looking all macho man beside Jasmine -

- Just fooling around outside of Pavillion..check out th elights on the streets..nice no? -


- The girls who use to walk down to the nearest mamak at 2/3 am and partied on weekdays even if there's class the next day and barely open their eyes in class the next day..lol~

Till then..

~x0x0~

l0v3

..Yet another theraphy session...

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...Its been almost a month now I'm going for my back therapy and in that single month it self i spend alot on the therapy..imagine you have to spend Rm100 a session and i have to go 2x a week...all my money gone...cant even shop much now adays..haih..owh..im gonna tell what actually happened on my last visit to the chiropractor...waited for my turn as it was a busy day there since it was a Saturday and its normally pack during the weekends...finally it was my turn..

Waited for my doctor to come in and check on my xray which i did a day before..was so scared it has to do something with my back bone..thank god everything was OK..BUT y is my back still hurting o.0?? i still didn't get my answer to that..Doctor explain all over again and i think i somehow got it but actually i didn't...lol~So after all the talking then come's the poking part...haih..lyed flat on my chest and then the doctor start poking my back with the small needle..somehow i was amazed because it didn't really hurt as much as before..at the back of my mind was thinking my back was getting much better now..

Anyhow the doctor didn't really believe that i was not feeling that much pain..so he ask me to sit on the chair and tuck my tummy in...then i heard him saying ' OK I'm gonna needle again but this time I'm going to use a bigger needle' i was like 0.0!!!!!!!!! WHATTTTT?? but i cant say much...then the real pain start..he actually poke me 4x and the last 1 was the bomb...was so painful till 1 point i felt my body was all getting hot and everything started to get blurry...The pain was so bad till i wanted to faint..before i do i quickly ask the doctor to stop..He ask me to lye down and did some pressing to reduce the feeling of fainting...that was really bad...after all that got out of the room went and continue my theraphy...phewwwww..no more poking for that day..


Finally i remembered to take picture of using the dress...heheheh

Introducing*drum rolls* Dr Motala's room a.k.a my doctor who does the poking and cracking 2x a week..sigh*

So here is the machine that is use for my back therapy..scary no?

Till then..gotta go for another therapy tomorrow..not so excited to get more poking on the back...

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l0v3

EvErYwHerE pIctuRes.....

Latest me with my long messy hair having coffee in Starbucks near home..

Vain me again after movies..having dinner in chilis..kekeke
dayum.....i guess his bored of me already..that's kinda fast huh..don't you think?? o.0?
Us in Borneo rainforest's...no idea why he likes to make faces when im already smiling so pretty...hehehe

Nishant was thinking really deep as you can see his face..so serious...I'm so scared....NOT!!! hehe
Awwwww...us again...hehehe

The two macho man of the night...they are SINGLE girlfriends..hehehe
Just some random picture of Anil..hehehe

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeee....me so pretty then look at Dennis... -__________-!!!!

Me always being the only girl with them...they are getting bored of me..wahahhahaha I DON'T CARE!!!! ngeh3

Happy Three Boys....lol

Ngeh3....me again...

I guess this shows how much i take pictures...wahahha i think i just like to snap...snap...snap....and snap...well i guess all girls do RIGHTTTTTT!!! so yea...this picture was taken in different venue's:-

- Telawi Street Bistro, Bnagsar

- Borneo Rainforest, Sunway

- Itillanie's Sunway

- Chilis, MidV

- Starbucks, Bangsar

- Puma, The Gardens

Till then...

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l0v3

Food anyone?

Over the weekend me and the boy's wanted to try something different other then Thai food,Indian and Western food...so we decided to go for Sushi and Italian food..well even tho we normally eat Italian but not Itallianies so we headed there...The food there was good..but i still do prefer my Lil Italy back in kk..hehehe i miss the pizza and pasta not mentioning ice peach tea there...*even talking bout it make my mouth water* cant wait to be back home and head over there..

Then the next day we had Japanese food..heheh its been awhile since we had tapanyaki so there we go..was walking around BSC thinking what to eat for dinner..ngam2 we pass Sakae Sushi,without thinking more we called Danesh ask him if that place was ok for him and he said as long as they have rice I'm in...so we entered...waited for him to reach and ordered out food..ehehe owh i was amazed by how you order at the place..i never came across this method before..jakun kan me..but never mind...we actually ordered straight using the computer and the waiters will have the printout with them in like 5min..not bad no??huhuhu..Nways over all the food in both places was superb...was so full after the meal..felt like just going home and sleep..hehehe such a pig..

And this is where we had dinner on last sunday....SAKAE SUSHI BANGSAR~

Look at the computer's..and that's how you order your food...so the hightec..ahahha not bad i can say


Interior of the place...really nice..looks expensive

Anil's seafood tapanyaki..he and his seafood...haihhhhh...

Dennis's and Danesh's tapanyaki...looks good no?

Chicken tapanyaki and also seafood tapanyaki...

This is the entrance to Italiannie's Sunway...love the picture..

We had this for starters..bread and olive oil..great way to start..


Introducing my dinner for the night...Lasagna~ yum*yum* typical me..hehehe


Hmmm..cant remember who had this but i think it was Anil..pretty good huh :)

Dennis's dinner...Fish and potatos...


View of Sunway from Italiannie's...



Till then...

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~ tApi BukaN Aku....... ~

hMmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....Recently got to know a friend..got pretty close to the person but i guess it didn't turn out well at then end..stop talking to the person 2 days ago* i think*..i guess I'm good at hurting people huh..hurt the person so much since we got to know each other..that's the only way i know how to deal with this situation..never wanted to hurt you but...its really hard for me..i bet you wont understand but I'm really am sorry for all this...even tho i know you would not read this but I'm really am sorry from the bottom of my heart...

This few months i fell in love with this song..love the lyrics actually..i guess this song really reflect what i feel now..Here's the lyrics and the vidoe to see...enjoy love's..

Jangan lagi kau sesali keputusankuKu tak ingin kau semakin kan terlukaTak ingin ku paksakan cinta iniMeski tiada sanggup untuk kau terimaAku memang manusia paling berdosaKhianati rasa demi keinginan semuLebih baik jangan mencintaiku aku dan semua hatikuKarena takkan pernah kau temui, cinta sejati.......

Berakhirlah sudah semua kisah iniDan jangan kau tangisi lagiSekalipun aku takkan pernah mencoba kembali padamuSejuta kata maaf terasa kan percumaSebab rasa ku tlah mati untuk menyadarinyaSemoga saja kan kau dapatiHati yg tulus mencintaimu

Tapi bukan aku.....

Till then...

~x0x0~

lov3

~ Therapy???? ~

My back is hurting after meeting up with the chiropractor yesterday..and to go for some therapy which was painful ok..never experience all this ok..i went to the center all alone *o.0* because Sandra cant make it as she was really busy with work...so took the cab from home and went straight to the center..

As i got down from the cab i saw few OKU people and it really freak me out *not saying I'm making fun of them , just that i have the scary feeling when around them since i was young..Hee~* Went up to the 2Nd floor got my self registered and then wait till my turn..my heart was pumping so freaking hard as I'm so scared..went in had to change to the god knows what dress o.0!! i call it hospital gown which look like the boyfriend shirt which is famous now..lol

So went in to see my doc Mr Montala..he check my back did smack down on me*lol*,crack my neck bone and also back bone..felt so nice after that but still my back was still hurting..after all he explain to me what i have to go thru which is 3 days in a row therapy which i went yesterday and today..2days consultation and therapy was more painful then yesterday ok..as after the 1st therapy the hurting part started to swell..so today told my doc and he started to press the part and its PAINFUL!!!!

Not only that ok..he said he will poke a needle in me..seen my cousin went for hers and it didn't look painful but i was wrong it hurt like mad..because mine was none stop poking to check which part is the cause of the pain..only god knows how painful was that...then after that went for ultrasound and some other therapy...

going again on Monday...and plzzzzzzz i hope no more poking plzzzzzzzzz...

owh yea b4 i 4get...will take some pic's on monday..hehehehe hope they wont mara me.. and im feeling kinda sad now..jojo and re just left for kk and sandra along with the husband will be leaving for 5 diff places..huhu will be home with only the maid for 1 month...prety long ok..=(

Till then
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l0v3

~ Girls day out ~

So its was a public holiday yesterday for Selangor and guess what?? my work place is in Selangor so i had a day off...*dance of happiness* Public holidays just put a smile on my face..well i think everybody's face yea?? hmmm...As it was a holiday i woke up pretty late which was about 11 am (well its pretty early compare to other days..lol) it was so nice just to wake up and chill at home..had lunch at home with Jojo,Ray and Sandra...Owh yea talking about Sandra who is my cousin,the night before was the craziest night ever for me and i think for Felicia, Jojo and Ray too..

Sandra just had to take her med before driving to pick Jojo and Ray up from kl..Felicia and I really didn't know until on the way back when she started slurring and getting little blur + high...lol! she was driving like a mad person ok..everyone panic but cant stop laughing because it was really funny and really freaky...like REALLY freaky..She was really high on med that time..the next day we talk she cant recall some part of it..How scary can that be..so now we have a name for that which is " The Britney Moment " lol~ Sandra promise never to do that again because it was really dangerous and freaky..everyone in the car was freak out and all eyes was on us..that's how crazy that was...

Back to yesterday *18/09/08* to make the story short...Sandra, Jojo ,Ray and i had a girls day out...went for our English tea and went shopping at the curve and ikano..bought alot of cloths and also shoes...my god shoes just make me go mad...i felt like i wanna get all the pretty and nice ones i could see yesterday but hmmmmm...i cant =( gotta save..owh and im going to Bandung in Nov just for the weekend..so need to save so i can go Shoppinggggggggg again there...hehehe after The Curve and Ikano we went to SS14 to buy Sandra's new hp..She got the new E71 and its really really nice....i wanttttt...haih...

Owh yea and for dinner we had Thai food in 1 of the restaurant in Telawi Street Bangsar..the food was Superb..yum*yum* i like Thai food...even tho is spicy but its niceeee*thinking of it makes me hungry now..arghh* owh not forgetting before going back home we made a short pit stop at this new Cd shop in telawi street and i got my self The Hills season one and two...go to find time to watch it...hehehe That's pretty much all i did yesterday....was a nice day out...
nice no??yum*yuM*..



wheeeeeeeeeeee....Till then
~X0X0~
~lov3~